Haha. I don't know why, but I think I felt so happy after reading pq's blog. The language she used, and her content somehow amuses me. Hehe.
The watsons condom display toppled-off thingy. Haha. I was laughing so damn loud. Imagine, you were really thee victim. Stupidly embarassing you know. Haha. Nvm, that happened to me when I went to 'The Cocoa Trees' to buy Elvin's present the other day. The enire chunk of freaky chocolates feel on my head somemore. Must have gone a little retarded after that. Imagine about 5 boxes of chocolates falling onto your head from a height of about 60cm? Haiz. IQ's dropping. -sob-
Is there another tk in band? -scratches head- whatever it is, I think I'm suffering from some dory illness. Haha
Haiz. Tons of things are driving me crazy. Now I've got this feeling I'm a physics pro. Damn it. Not like my physics is so damn pro, just that it jumped so many grades taht I feel so proud of myself. What's my problem? -hey, but I've got to admit that it's driving me to emphasize more on my physics- Haha.
Stared at my trigo tutorial for a while. Didn't know what I was writing and I put it aside. Haiz. Tues got to return back to school, and tml I'm going out and I don't know when I can actually finish my work. Mass spec!!!
When everything in my life seems so perfect, I miss the feeling when it's so imperfect. -You get what I mean?- Hope so. I miss the times I was there like having a crush over this guy and I do stupid things for him, like scribbling his name all over my rough paper, waking up so early when there's no need to just to take the same train as him, then stupidly make myself walk faster just to walk in front of him, though in the end he took over me and I feel so inferior of my short legs. Then make sure I sit somewhere near him during recess, look out of the classroom window every now and then. It seems so fun. At least, I enjoyed that. But now, you get attached to someone, though you sometimes feel secure, coz you are sure that he belongs to you kind of thing, and you feel as if the world revolves around you two, you start to lose the fun of doing such stupid stuffs. At least, I never do that anymore. Haiz. But of course, there are pros. =)
I think I'm gonna cry out loud and I'm back to my depression stage if my life starts to turn imperfect again. I swear.
I didn't dare to be dependant on that guy, I've got to admit. Coz I know, since I've somehow experienced it before, that dependance will only bring me more sorrow than happiness in the end, especially you start to lose your pillar of support. Haiz.
And sometimes, I feel just so carefree when I'm alone. I must be used to it already. Look at last year loh, I'm stuck with those kinchigai ppl for so many months that I've turned kinchigai too. Haha. But really love the girls' company.
And sometimes, I think ppl are thinking that I'm a despo. Hey!!! I'm not.
Friendship and relationship never balance. At least for me. When relationship is good, the friendship part starts to get bad. Haiz. Like your friends don't want to talk to you, coz they're afraid they'll disturb both of you kind of thing. Shit man, I'll trying to juggle between these two. blehz. Nvm, let nature takes its course, just don't lead me to some worse situations. I don't think I can take it. Hehe.