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Thursday, February 19, 2004


Hey. This world is so idiotically small, now I realize. Go read the tagboard there, see that year 3 TJCian's post? It's my ex-classmate's sister. Haha, actually nth special abt it, coz I know she duno me..hehe. But obviously I know her, haha, ex-vice pres of my sch SC leh and [blah blah blah...]nvm.

Today's GP lesson was sth like a mourning session, coz my GP tutor's leaving. And he's those kind who can take things in his own stride, he wants to quit then he quits, not even caring about the pay or job or whatsoever. If your English is of acceptable standard, do feel free to come all the way to NJC and be my GP teacher!! Haha, 3rd one for these 2 mths already. Haiz.

I'm not sure whether it's sth wrong with me or with him. I can't accept his logic and psychology. Maybe that's the way westerners behave, if I were to generalize it. The things he said were, so hypocritical yet so sincere, it's like you will become unsure whether to believe him or not. And in addition, he was praising my class for one moment, and before you realize, he started critisizing us again. Man, I can't stand it anymore. And he said that "Girls, I think you all got to change your mindset." And he made this statement without any elaboration. What wrong mindset do we have? [It's sth to do with our social skills, that's what we've comprehended.] Not like we are afraid of guys, thinking that they store poison or sth. Nvm, he does have a weird psychology. Oh, and he was so "indirectly" saca-ing me. "I despise those ppl who were groaning when I gave them the test." [It's me, and the test was more like a literature test loh, and if you know me well enough, I avoid literature. Haha] Hey, my brain nearly bursted into tiny pieces then ok? And if I didnt groan or sighed or whatsoeva, I would have died of stress man. I flipped the book back and forth hoping to find a clue to give me inspiration to write sth. And I think in the end, I wrote crap. Crap as in those you can take a ruler and a pencil/pen and start cancelling them off. Haha.

And that pissed me off for the entire Physics lecture, until my classmate tried to crack a joke to the lecturer about negative time. i.e. -2s [which is quite impossible] and the entire lecture hall went -.-" and bursted into laughter. I seriously think I can't stand sacarsm anymore.

Then rest of the day was just yakking and yakking and a few attempts to sleep yet I can't coz the teacher was so near me. Haiz. Touch rugby had their finals, so hecked, and sat at the canteen chatting and mugging with my classmates. Haha.

And I'm back to the sec 3 lifestyle again. Haiz. Nvm, let nature take it's course. I am not that free to think so much now. HW is really enough to kill me. Physics, see that? PHYSICS test tml. Die die die die die. Binomial Quiz oso. -sigh-

Then Susan's dad drove me home. Haha, thankz a million. I'm sorry I slept like a dead log on the car. Haha. Really tired.

On the way to the bus stop, saw the bball courts. Missed the days looking at the guys playing bball at the stadium. Esp the 'B'Boys. Always bluff my juniors to go to stadium steps and practise, when I was there enjoying myself. Haha. I really love looking at guys play bball, with their tops on of course. Hahaz.