-Mixed feelings-
I'm damn down coz I failed my FMaths test, though the results can be anticipated. 17/40. No joke loh. Then the teacher wrote this on my paper, "Very disappointed. I've got a feeling you studied part of the chapters only." She had been writing comments all over my ws liao. First it was the inequalities tutorial which I didn't pay attention to during tutorials. That one I've got to admit it's my fault. But subsequently I've been listening to her, and I've got this pretty results in return. [It's not like I failed my maths test for the first time, yah, but it isn't a good start yah?]
Should have gone for touch rugby and just play and forget all about this. Maybe I won't sit here and brood over this gd for nth stuff, mayb I should go cycling. But that bike is jinxed and I got this GP essay to be submitted this thurs.
I mean, I don't know how to describe this. But just feel that I got backstabbed by others lah. -discrimination plus conspiracy- Better not talk about it.
Really feel like crying, but I don't want to. I've been scribbling all over my paper already. Didn't even feel any better. What the... nvm. This method didn't seem to work anymore.
Results will be out soon. And if so unfortunately I fail my English, sayonara, all educational institutions. Saddening leh. I feel like changing JC, but just don't know which one to go. TJ is out of the question, no offence, TJCians. VJ, may not even get in. AJ, probably. So maybe one beautiful day you'll see me there.
Am really in a loss. ARGH~ [Secondary sch life is really one that's relaxing yet enriching]
If only I can sleep and forget about all these stuff. But sometimes, when someone says sth, or do some actions, and they link back to some past historical events, it really makes me feel.........bad. Nvm.
If only..........everything runs smoothly.
On second thought, I don't know whether to like school or hate it. It may be a place where I found all my joy and laughter, it's also the same old place where I found my sorrows.
You are the silver moonlight. You have a deep soul.
Many people call you mysterious but they just
don't know you. You are often alone but shine
hope on every one else. People look up to you
and call to you for advice. You have been
betrayed but you have forgaven them. Your faith
in life has made you an inspiration to us all.
You are intelligent, quiet, beautiful, and
kind. You will become very sucessful. Your
dream career could maybe deal with the joy of
music. Keep up the spirit and let your mind
drift to the shining hope of the silver moon.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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