Exactly a week. Haha. Had some good and bad times. Well well...
Beginning of the week was ok. Everything was running fine, hw was done, coz I do most of it during weekends. And the SMSes on sunday nite cheered me up. Hee thankz. Then kept bitching around abt how Mrs Soh keep picking on Minghui and how we going to counter it. Haha. Loads of crap.
Wednesday was shit, got to admit it. Coz, firstly I dunno why I seem so heck care of what was happening around me, I didn't bother to care what gossip they were talking about, coz I was quite afraid they were talking about me so it's better to shut up. Then came my rejected proposal, thoughts came gushing into my mind, thought alot, kept asking myself why I insisted on coming into NJ. Won't life be easier if i chose somewhere else, at least expectations won't be this high, [you know how picky the teacher was? my project is not till the extent of not workable and she kept picking small details. urgh]then I won't be facing this intense peer pressure that sadden me every now and then, and I won't be failing my tests despite preparing for it. So just ended up crying. Yup. I'm a crybaby. =P
Thursday was slacker day. Ended up seeing the guys play squash and watching them shooting barley all around the canteen. They attempted to shoot one of the teachers but got caught before they could do so. Haha. Went to peep at the soccer match and got caught by the seniors. Hyak. Find myself quite jinxed. Coz it was the last 10 mins of the NJ-RJ match and we stood there and cheered. Not long later, NJ lost. Argh~. Had some PY, fell when back tracking, hurt my wrist. Now better le. Haiz. Felt so stupid, can't even walk back properly. Then the captain told us about this selection thingy for the best 7 players for the team. Stressed ah. Just got this sheer feeling that I will be the bottom few ready to be kicked out. Got to train alot on my own. Then played some kind of stupid games and bitched about Sharon Phua and the tons of events that happened between her and us. Hilarious. Yup. Home sweet home after that. Btw, I've decided, maybe I run for vice cap. Or secretary. Or both, then they choose for me. Things won't be that easy. Haiz.
Friday. Stupid SPA. You know how uneasy it was for a teacher to stare at you when you do your prac? Things never go right. When the teacher's looknig, the thing never go dropwise, when the teacher walks off, it's so perfectly dropwise. Feel like smashing the burette man. Didn't know the amount needed was so much, so I started going dropwise from 20.0cm³ to 24.0cm³ Horrible, wasted so much time. End up being the snail that finished the titration last. So paiseh. Calculations worse. Just chunked all the info I had into equations available and calculated them. End up making one stupid careless mistake, forgot to times 10, and the results was 10 times smaller. Urgh~ Wasted.
After that, everyone was so pissed with SPA. All the mood swings effects start to surface and damn, the proposal. Was supposed to do it, but after coming back from the toilet, the entire class start occupying part of the library and did our deco for sat's food fair. Haha, had tons of fun teasing the guys and colouring and joked around. Felt alot better.
Yesterday, haha. Was busy playing with the foodstuffs, kept pouring condensed milk and went home with that stench. Stinks. The sales was quite good, since we were really occupied. But didn't earn much. =( [Coz the cost price was far too high.]Sort of bonded our class together. Hope it did. Took quite a number of free drinks coz it's all the leftovers and you cant sell them. Had ice blended coffee with strawberry milkshake together in a cup. Stomach still perfectly fine at the moment. Thank god. I think I'm labelled as a glutton now. Kept koping other's food. Heee.. Quite a good experience la. Hee.
Just finished my work. Except chem. Refused to touch it coz I dunno what to do to the questions in the first place. Stare at them or answer them wrongly. Thankz to the absence of good teachers along the way. Haiz. The new tutor's going to be angry with me tml. =)But I really know nothing about those bondings what. Haiz. I need to start from scratch again.
Going to have PE remedial this tues onwards. Haiz. Shld hav done my NAPFA properly the other time. Can tell the teacher actually I can do inclined pull ups? Then he can just train me on standing broad jump. So paiseh. urgh~
-I yearn for a camera phone- my blog is seriously lack of pictures.
Something to ponder abt - [I think alot on Sundays, yah?] What will life be if i had a sibling. If it's younger, I'll probably be so anxious over his/her mid years. Probably will burn the midnight oil together. Just assume he/she is the hardworking kind, don't be like me can liao. Then I'll make/buy tons of desserts for him/her so that I can have a share too. Hyak. And if it's an elder sibling, I'll probably tell him/her everything I'm feeling inside. Just hope that he/she has a mouth that can be tightly sealed. I got tons of things to tell, but parents may not be the best people to talk to all the times. Keeping it inside will drive me nuts someday. Blog just tells you a quarter of what I'm feeling. I'm quite flustered, I should say. Every individual I meet, I have a different feeling. Some cheer me up, some sadden me now and then, some make me hate them to the core and I cant resist to diao them for once. Some just make me feel indifferent, some make me feel that I'm a little kiddo, or some kind of younger sister.[I love that feeling. Haha. I'm sick]Some make me feel very touched, esp what they tell me or some kind of questions they ask, like yesterday. Some make me feel damn anxious, and nervous. Haiz. Complex feelings. Nvm. Dunno what I'm typing. So I think you kind of wasted your time reading. Hyak. Yah, thankz for those who cared for me yesterday. Really very touched loh, but too busy and excited to say anything. Haha.