Dunno what's going on. I'm in a shitty stupid situation whereby I'm acting happy. Darn. Why must I? Felt so shitty.
Yesterday was a great day though, mayb elaborate some other time but, why must I still act indifferent?! For god's sake....
I cant be angry or sad coz I'm afraid history will repeat itself and it's gonna be a big mess again. So I shall just act as if I'm fine with it and let the matter rest. However....MY HEART CANT DO IT!!!!!
What a horrible heart I've got.
Whatever.
