I dont know what I'm doing. I'm thinknig too much of things I should not care abt, and not thinking of things I should care about.
I really got this thought after the sentosa pre-u sem trip. Saw lots of AH ppl, but you know, there's this distant feeling. Is like, even it's your classmate, you dont feel the 'closeness' there anymore. You start to ponder whether to greet them anot, and well, I expected some kind of cold cold response so I decided to just shut up and look at them from afar.
Maybe that's a wrong move that I've made.
I should have heeded some of the advices given and chose some jc in the east.
I dunno who's going to read this. but i guess i'll never be able to meet any of them anymore. i'll be soon off their minds, and maybe one day we walk past each other, we'll just find each other familiar and forgot who we are.
my life's kinda screwed up.
the fault lies with me. and others think i'm just being arrogant/ proud/ dao or whatsoeva. maybe i am.
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place the sad stuff aside.
at least thurs and today were pretty nice days.
dont care le. afterall, i'm so insignificant to the world.