Sorry guys. This layout is horrible, just put here for the time being coz the previous one gt its background screwed up. I understand this is not very pleasant to the eye either, but just bear with it. Mum's been nagging at me for wasting too much time on this machine. I try my best to put all the things into place k? [I regret having these itchy fingers and did something to the previous layout.] *soBz*
Gd luck for your upcoming common tests! Work hard k? Dont learn from me. Haaa.
I hope I can make a beautiful layout after the exams. But got tons of stuff to do after that. oOh. hectic life's gonna start again. -bleahz-
Just bear with this purplish stuff for the moment.
[edited at 11:08pm]
lots of stuff in my mind. i yearn for a camera fone. super convienient and can take snapshots of lots of stuff. But I can just dream on, just flip thru the newspapers every saturday looking out for the T630. Could just look at it, didnt really want to waste my mum's money buying these kind of stuff, and moreover my present fone isnt faulty. So.. yah. My mum wasted lots of money on this hse already. Feel very guilty. Moreover I went to join squash and that racket plus shoes plus apparel cost a bomb. If I had stayed in band, that pair of sticks will just cost less than $20. Haiz. But I really wanted to learn a sport. And now since I know somebody got that T630, I dont feel like having it. Bleahz. Dunno what I'm thinking oso. It's always like this. Stupid logic and psychology that I have.
Dunno lah. very mixed up. coz i got stuck at the 1st question of my FMaths revision booklet and I just know I'm gonna flung mon's test. Not counting GP coz I'm not going to give a damn. I cant write, cant transpose, and sometimes tyco-ly score for my AQ. Born failure.
And i guess my parents pinned high hopes on me. And for sure, this coming common tests will be a disappointment. My dad thinks I'm a genius or something of that sort. He thinks studying is like a piece of cake and wants me to excel in everything. I wish I was that superwoman. Keep pushing all the stuff for me to do.
Got to sort out my thoughts. Too mixed up makes me very vexed, coz I feel very tensed up. Like now.
Sometimes I really think an O level cert will just be enough for me.
Feel like ripping my skin off and let it grow again. Damn itchy. And my mum's keep asking why my skin condition's so bad. As if I want. Argh~ but sometimes is my fot la, I go and scratch until lidat.
Haiz. Pre-Examination Syndrome. Think too much of unnecessary stuff.
Got to continue on my aimless revision. At least I get some new facts stuck in my head.