Am supposed to study for my lecture test for tml. But what's the point of hugging that buddha's leg now? He wont and never help me. Sob.
Cant even study properly, just attempting to squeeze 5 days' worth of work in 5 hrs' time. Wont succeed. Hee. And my brain is too concentrated with stuff - useless stuff. Stuff that made me ponder for a day. Mayb I shld go and clarify things. See how things go first.
The last entry just to vent some of the feelings I've kept for these few weeks. Just felt much better la. After some considerations, actually it was no big deal. Just kicked up a fuss out of nth. Yupz. Hmm. Really the prob lies with me. Trying to change my mindset. Think I'm too suspicious of stuffs last few weeks ba.
As to what happened these few days. Nx time then say la. Am supposed to study now then I sneaked and type this entry. Hee. Quite a wasted holiday. As usual. Bleahz.