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Tuesday, September 07, 2004


Hee. Finally blogged again. Had been quite some time ever since the last entry. Hee.

Hmm. Lots of stuff happened this week or so, made me quite happy la. Coz I quite enjoyed myself, but it's just the step-into-the-classroom part that makes me feel very sianded. Can you imagine I look forward for GP lessons despite the bore I suffer during them. But it's just the feeling you get from the people. And Yan Wen is such a nice girl. Hee.

Last last week, if I didnt remember wrongly, it was squash open ritez? Hehe. That was like so long ago, but whatever, got to type it out before it's out of my horrible suffering-from-dory-illness mind. Hee. I initially thought my job is as simple as being the marker, which practically just keep track of the scores. Then tons of squash ppl start to join in the fun, so I, with Ruifen and Sock formed a team. Well, got to prove my point again, I cant watch any match. As in, I didnt know ruifen had her match and she won it...9-0! *waO* But then when it was sock's turn, I watched and she lost but a little. Poor luck that I have. Wth. Then I played.. which was like hm...got a good-to-thrash opponent, so I won him. But he's damn cute la, he keep forgetting where to serve and I had to remind him everytime, but sometimes I really got tired of it so I let him choose where he like. Cant be bothered. Afterall, it's just an open. Point is we can raise more funds. lol. Btw, we lost the semis. Coz I played with sabu, and obviously I wont win. Hehe. She hit less forceful balls for me in the end, but I really cmi la. Heee.

Hmm, then went to eat mos on semis evening. And it was where I saw my JJ album. Damn pissed off. Coz at first I thought where in the whole wide world will you get such cheap original cds at $9.90. So went to see, and when I saw JJ I completely lost my mind, just bought the cd in a rush, without checking anything. Haiz. I knew the shape was out but I just willingly accepted it. Manz. On my way home, then I realize, it's China's original version. So damn angry la. But nvm, it's just short of one song and a beautiful lyrics booklet. Forget it.

Wednesday was mum's bday~!! Whee~ Finally got a cake to eat, Bleahz. Me greedy pig. Things got better that day coz I took initiative to talk to her, actually it was just asking some casual questions. But was quite happy coz she answered them politely, so I shall just assume that she's not angry with me. [That's positive thinking] Hmm, saw zhaoxiu's Project potter, was so amazed by her grp's quality. It's damn good loh, beyond description. Really. Shld really have a good look at it. Haiz. Went ikea after school to buy photo frames, to deco my room so that the horrible noticeboard can me moved elsewehre. it keeps falling on my work!!! so irritating. Met sock on the way, and suayly it rained. And sadly, the way from the bus stop to ikea has no covered walk way. Whatever. So horrible, was telling sock my stupid ikea of clearing all the contents of my pw file and put the file, opened, over my head and treat it as an umbrealla. Haha. She dared me, of course I didnt do it. So embarrasing. haha. Well, just happily walked in the rain and went into ikea toilet and had a good wipe with the tissue there. Haha. And stupid me, I forgot to flush the toilet after a while so you can really see a heap of tissue being thrown into the toilet bowl. and well, when I'm done, the toilet just cant flush. *oOps* sorri. And hey, strong and healthy me, I didnt catch a cold or got fever or something. *phew* If it was in the past, I probably *ha choo* to death. Hmm, come to think of it, I didnt get flu this year, so far. That's....a good sign. I used to have flu every half a year, so you see me carrying those small white plastic bag and 4 packets of tissue to school. Haha. Tie the plastic bag around the leg of my table adn treat it as my mini dustbin. Hee. Unhygienic. I remember weishan literally threw all her rubbish into my meant-for-tissue plastic bag in sec 3. She was so amused by my idea. lol.

After ikea, went to buy cake for mum at PS. coz I had to get her some cloth and zips. I broke the zip of my skirt again Either I'm too fat, which is highly possible, or I'm jsut too violent. Haiz. 2nd skirt with the zip changed. lol. Had a good walk around PS, coz it's been quite some time ever since I stepped in there. Walked a lot of gift shops, which to my mum, make her bankrupt shop. [Stuffs there are ex and useless. lol. just nice to see] Hmm, finally got the cake and I decided to give mummy another 2 durian puffs, and stupid polar workers, [i dun mean they have polarity, yah..nt funny =X] didnt put into the plastic bag!!! Till I walked to the park mall bus stop then I realized. So it's like I walked 3 times to and fro across the dhoby ghout [aiyah, dunno how to spell] station, people were staring at me la. Think I somekind of freak who loves to walk around MRT stations with a polar cake in her hands. Haha. But anyway, I ate 60% of the cake. As usual. Or maybe more than that.

Thurs. Haiz. Quite a sad day la. I think I having serious mental problems these few days. Had squash training. Was looking forward, but just then so many things happened. It was like we were training, then because of my poor aiming at backhand, I nearly killed my team mates. First it almost hit the head, lucky did hit the correct spot of the racket so the fall had not much strength and fell in front of me. But she was quite angry, i dunno whether she was angry with me or with the people outside. Probably me. So I decided to diam for the rest of the thing. Then we were supposed to do drives, ruifen volunteered to feed me, but because of poor aiming again, I really hit her this time round, on her cheek. Must be very painful. Really felt damn guilty. And it looks as if I did it on purpose. But it was an accidnt, really. So from now on, I've decided to train backhand on my own. Then I had very mixed feelings, guilt + sad. It's like I dun really have much friends in nj le, then squashers are like the best friends I have here yet I'm hurting them. Broke into tears at that time. Really thankz waiteng. She came to the toilet to find me =) Dunno, I still dun dare to talk to ruifen, coz that feeling of guilt just come natually. Sorry~ I really think I'm not good enough for squash. It's not sth I specialize in. Sometimes just dont understand myself, why I want to make so many changes in my life when I can be better if I am stuck with the old lifestyle? *shrugs*

Friday. Hmmz. Nth much. Just had a horrible long day with the torture of going home early to study for physics test. Hee. Mummy was off for 3 days coz she had exams on sat. Hehe. So we mugged that evening together. Haha.

Hee. Sat! Test was shit. I could do some, but strange things do happen. I can do those others cant and those others can excel so well, I left it blank. Bleahz. Still passed in the end. 20/40. lol Mum was saying I'm gonna fail. Well, tada I proved her wrong. Hehe. Straight after that played a little squash and went to meet the girls.. to buy bags this time round. Hee. We were supposed to meet at orchard mrt, which in the end only hazel turned up coz hannah alighted at somerset. -.-" Had to tell her how to make her way there. lol . Then walked a little in Taka, had octopus balls. Hee. Yupz. then unexpectedly, iris came too!! Hee. Thought she had band prac. Well, apparently she overslept, and I was the odd one out!! All three of them overslept. Haha. What a joke. Haha. Then had a horrible time walking to pastamania at scotts. [I hate walking.] But whatever, as long as I get a nice meal that should be alright. Haha. And we silly girls, especially me, cheong all the way for the sofa seats. Hee. Hazel missed it. Twice. Even though we changed to the corner seat she still didnt manage to get it. What the.... haha. In the end I chose a new pasta to eat, other than the usual baked one that I order. I ate the "fungi" one. Coz they wanted to try, the name was quite amusing. Yah, in the end, it was literally full of mushrooms. -.-" And no meat!! So whatever. But it was filling. Hehe.

Hmm, off we went hunting for bags. Did we? short term memory. Yupz, at far east. haha. Walked around and around. As usual. Was attempting to find a bag la, but well, didnt helped much. In the end, still end up in level one. thought could get a zinc bag, it is like the best bag of a cheap price you can get in s'pore. hehe. but that shop ah, every 5 minutes put one sign that they will be back in 10 minutes. so pissing. hee. so we end up taking neoprints!! hee. like after 2 years? last time was sec 3 [20 aug 2002], haiyoh yoh. Haha. I damn toot lah, so long nv take neoprint, dunno got so many new and nice machines. can draw all over the thing one. so cool!! anyway, we took 10 different ones. hehehehehehe. after so long. must bu3 hui2 qu4. haha.

Then that hazel ah, gone halfway to watch her Zpop. Still have to sit at the hot bus stop and accompany her. Hmm, then the three of us went to bugis to look for more bags. Haiz. Hannah had to buy her mrt ticket and we keep putting $10 notes into the machine, without realizing that only $5, and $2 notes are accepted only. Damn stupid. Keep putting then it got rejected and changed to another note. Got rejeccted again. Was thinking what's wrong with the $10 note. Made a fool out of ourselves. And the man behind was pissed.

Bugis. Haiz. Same lah, walk and walk and walk. Like aimless walking session lidat. In the end we ended up in bugis street la. the dirty and dark place that nv attract me to walk. but really got tons of bags. And cheap too. Well, my auntie spirit. Hehe. The guy who sold us the zinc bag was damn dumb. When we asked him the price. He said it's $28, which was cheaper than parco's price. We diam diam. Then he thought we think it's ex, so he reduced it to $24. Quite happy with it already, but still diam diam. So we decided to have a try. Practically, it's just hannie. Hehe. It was not her ideal bag, so she pondered for a while. The guy thought she broke and couldnt pay so the price went to $23. damn funny la. the act smart guy. lol. Got the cheap bag. Hee. So we walked on and realized that some shops ahead sells the ideal bag that hannie wants, ie the leathery kind. So she wanted to get rid of that zinc bag, hehe. So I bought it from her. but I didnt want brown. Hehe. So we took it back to the act smart guy's shop and change. He was like *nth to say* look. Haha. But anyway. The bag became mine. *tada* Our legs, by then, was suffering from a fatigue. ooPs, i mean were suffering. I have two legs. So suan. in the sense tired and not sour. So we decided to sit down at the food court and rest. Hehe. Was flipping through iris' bio tys. Man.. tons of cheem terms la. Dun even know how to pronounce..forget about spelling them. Haha. Then we were quite thirsty, so went to order that crispy soup after much temptation. Haha. 3 ppl share that soup, quite a lame scene. Haha. And it costs $2.80 when the bowl is just half filled!!! Cheater bug. thank got the auntie didnt see me taking 3 spoons. Hehe.

Monday! Was like the best day after all these happened in the past few months. It all started with the self-initiated captain's ball game during PE, then had break together. Was quite an enjoyable experience. Had lots of laughter. Hee. Cracked some lame jokes lah. Hee. The first intakers really nice ppl!! Then maths lecture darell was telling us about the ghost story on channel u. haha. then after that had tons of fun shopping at ntuc and making cookies at her hse. I made a mess with the mango pudding. lol. me and lien can't do all these chores. like gu niang like that. lol But the cookies part was so fun. Had to mix all the ingredients with our hands. Eew. the butter was oily. Like...*very obvious*. But very fun la. Hee. And me and lien made a fool out of ourselves in front of the piano. Bet darell's sister can do tons of time better than us. =X.

Tuesday was teachers' day celebration. the idea was so cool! having picnic with concert at the parade square. Very fresh idea. It started with the horrible workout. So paiseh, dont want to do. Heee. But really enjoyed the concert, though wasnt in that high high mood. Hee. Grabbed tons of food. hee. *glutton* haha, got nice nice songs like perfect man, and dont want to miss a thing. Haiz. brought back lots of good memories la. nj really has interesting ways at holding their events. like orientation, tchers' day. Very nice ideas. Hee. good job ppl!

Saturday. Horrible screwed up physics skill A. I never define the dependant variable properly and the procedures were seriously cannot make it. ah~~ then went for squash friendly at ngee ann poly. wah then saw this gay. He damn gay lah practically. Wore sleeveless yellow shirt and the FBT shorts which is so obviously meant for girls. Then he has this so girlish name of dion Man. very freaked out leh. Then whenever he tries to do drives or sth, he put his hand around his hip, so aunty and so gay lah. Wah seh, and his socks got purple one. YucKs!!!! *shiver* And poor Zhimvee has to play with him, and let him touch his hand too. Heeee.

Apparently I didnt play my best coz I am rushing for time. I want to go home asap. Then I set off to pasir ris, aka Hazel's hse where I will be staying overnight. hehe. First time sia. Hmm, was kinda late, and was thinknig how she will tick me off when she sees me. But her reaction really startled me. She hugged me loh, as in not those happy happy warm welcome kind. it's the other kind. Hmm, hope you have sort out your thoughts and feeling better now. kk? After that waste-my-money meal at delifrance, we shopped around whitesands. Has been a long time ever since I stepped into it loh. Haiyoh yoh. But nvm, as long as got ppl pei me go shopping I'm quite satisfied le. Hee. Then saw bernie on the way, she's so so so so privileged loh. So many PoT accessories and soft toys and saiyuki comics are gifts from other ppl. Hmm..nobody buy eiji for me, still need me go HK 7-11 and use horrible $5 coins and turn out, that's my first eiji accessory. *sob* And just come to think of it, I havent watch PoT for ages. Literally ages.

Had a good talk with hazel that night la, though in the end she evolved into a mugger which again, gave me a good shock, just to realize I was the only lazy bum out there. She really very piah loh, it was so different. Haiz. Must buck up le. Missed summer scent that nite, but it's ok. Did some reading on alkenes and talked on the fone for very long. hehe. *paiseh ah..* Helped that girl write some stupid script, which was supposedly her forte, and end up sleeping at 3am. *tada* Was so tired I didnt even bother to care about her soft toys laid all around her bed.

Nx day, we sent off Hannah early in the morning. Was supposed to wake up at 6 so that we can meet the others at 7:30. apparently we overslept la, 7am then wake up. Hahaha. Somemore is her sister wake us up one. Heee. Hmm, and super me, I got ready in 8 mins time. Not bad la, my personal record. Then chiong all the way, take taxi and reached there at 7:25am. *phew* Haiz. So fast that Hannah is returning to England again. Dunno when she's coming back and can have all the fun once again. Hee. Miss you girl~~ *sob* Study hard there! Love Ya! [And it was the 2nd time I see her cry. =D] Went to eat mac after that. 2 cups of tea made me so damn full. argH~ Then went viewing gallery and doing the same old things we used to do there. Haha. Sang the same old song..asking stupid questions on aeroplanes, and stupid me, banged myself against the glass window. *abisH* Then we mugged again on the way to orchard. Very scary lah..how how how? I still taking my own sweet time to study. Man. Slept on the bus, leaving that hazel all alone. Hee. sorry.

Yesterday. Had YEP meeting. Knew roughly the details of the programme and get to play some ice breaker games. I just realize how lousy my vocab was. Cant think of one adjective starting with 't', and I came up with thoughtful...which is..erm. not a very appropriate word to describe me. I only thoughtful to a small extent. And we got this not too bad looking diary. Hmm, dont bear to use it leh. But I wrote my first entry anyway. ironic. Hope things will run smoothly for us. Hee.

And today, mum dragged me for the medical checkup early in the morning. Horrible experience coz I only slept at 2:30am this morning and she woke me up at 8, when I was still in my dreamland. Nvm. Then had 2 injections, one on each arm and blood test. Yipee~! I finally get to know my blood group now. After abt 2 years? Hee. After that went to study at Geylang East library. Got this bian tai keep smilig at me la. So irritating, thank god I diaoed him and he walked off. And he sat in front of me loh, you know how distracting it is? argH~ But anyway, I managed to get some chem stuffed into my mind. hehe.

Really had a good time catching up with the AH ppl. Talking to them, via SMS or MSN or even face to face makes me feel so much better loh. Really love and miss you all a lot and a lot and a lot. Really had a good chat with yzy yesterday, the feeling is so different now. Really very funny la. Keep ka jiao-ing him. Hehee. Maybe time really did us a favour. =) Hazel, Iris and Hannah, my best pals forever! [Sorry hazel, I rejected your instant noodles. Hee. Cup noodles will be fine. Hahaha.]

Maybe my JC friends, I love them equally much too. But maybe because of misunderstandings in between or just some rumours here and there, the situation just became lidat and somehow left a scar in my heart la. Maybe after some time, these moments of bu4-yu2-kuai4-ness will be off. Just hope so. *prays hard* *crosses fingers*

Back to mugger mode. Must study hard hard le. Otherwise I'll have to do what the japs do, lol. Tie the white piece of cloth and write bi4 sheng4 on it. Haha. That will look so dumb on me. Haha.