random thoughts
new layout! though i dosen't really fit me. pretty- no, little - no. nvm. just liked the design and the girl so just pasted the entire skin.
haha. i'm back from my hk trip. apparently i didn't enjoy it as much as I did for the past years. mayb i'm really not into their kind of lifestyle. their pace is too fast, the air stinks, i'm bored to death there.
i wonder why i didn't have friends going hk this year. last year i had company like iris and bernie so there were somebody i can lame abt with. but this year, haiz, i had a few cousins, and my mum, so yah..I didn't enjoy that much. nvm.
and what i've bought for myself: a earpiece, 3 cds, 3 pieces of clothing, and a pair of chip and dale thing, and nth else. oh my goodness. i really can't believe it. the rest of the money were spent on the sovenirs, and food too i guess, and also those taxi fares that my parents and relatives qiang3 zhu4 huan2, i paid those in the end. -.-"
well, the YEP effect haven't gone into me yet! all those that mr menon said haven't get into me, never. those recalling and asking myself why i did this why i did that never happened. but i did realize some slight changes in me. the initiative side of me. i begin to take more initiative as compared to the past, though i still hesitate to take some actions occasionally. instead of being more compassionate towards others, i became more hard-hearted [if this is the opposite of soft-hearted, i suppose] oh no! i dun get jealous or envious of anything. haiz. i need help.
nvm. just got stuck with this incident. i didn't want to tell him that i specially came to hand the thing to him, but i suppose the lame reason that i crapped out was rather obvious. nvm. i think i just can't let go of some things.
i don't know. i don't know what to type here. my thoughts are just not organised.
and i really felt like an idiot. haiz.
anyway...my nephew is so cute. but he is far too smart. nvm. i like the mumug puppet i bought for him. haaa.
and i think i'm mad now. nvm.