i hate to accept the truth, or the rumour, whatever it is. nj's the 6th. this is so horrible. the more i hate it coz i spent so much effort just to enter here, when i can put vj or somewhere nearer to my hse??!!!! this is so bad when you think nj's always the 3rd.
actually i didnt like training today, it just feels shitty. i cant hit all the shots, k, at least most of them, when he hits it as if it's so easy and i look like an idiot who cant receive them at all.
well, and i hate my dad. he keeps speaking the wrong stuff at the wrong time. when i need some motivation, he give me all the sacarsms he can, said that my mum has no brains [i hate this line], he says that it's my fault for not working hard[ fine, i admit it] and my fault for making all these stubborn decisions. he never look at things from other perspectives, he never look at the bright side of life. his aim is to make others feel worse so that he can feel better. wth. he is the one who's stuck with his rigidness and he just dun want to admit it. whatever. i'm pissed.
and it's the first time i'm hating a guy. really hate. i really want him to disappear from my class AT ONCE! i really cant stand it coz he's so snobbish. argh! i thought i read some blog and said that he's leaving my class?! why didnt it happen? why must the school make such a big mistake?!
my handsfree is spoilt. heartbroken. hope warranty covers for that thing.
truthfully speaking, i dun want to study. i want to drop all the s papers and just lead a normal life. i dun want to chiong every nite just to complete my work and have such poor understanding of everything. i want it the other way round. i rather have all my facts right instead of taking up so many things. i dun see the point .
k, i'm venting my anger here........