maths is a pile of shit. yet i'm taking double maths. 2 piles of shit
the max i'm getting is 48. minus carelessness and other mistakes will kindly allow me to fail my maths.
first time. i'm failing my maths.
i'm stupid and i admit it. i have eyes but apparently they cant see properly. i have a brain too but somhow it dosent functions correctly.
i'm crying. shit........ really disappointed with it coz i make mistakes at things that i should know. it's really horrible. i'm angry with myself.
when will i be in the mood to really work hard in my academic work? how many more pointless trainings do i have to attend before i get kicked out of the team officially? why am i attending them when i know i'm not competing and let zainal laugh at me coz i cant do what he wants me to do?
i suck. i cant study. i cant play. i really wonder what i can do. i'm a hopeless girl. damn.