sianz.
spent half of my day with this com. like 4 hrs, just to do gp research. find that mass media is such a hard topic to research on, coz so many articles are just extracts from some other places and dunno what i shld add to my proj. i think what i've found are quite useless, and a little irrelavent. *yawn* [bernie..need your help!]
my throat is hurting me. i cant utter a word now. i was trying to say thankz to my maid just now and realized no sound came out. oh no..... this is so bad.
13 apr. too many things gonna happen. first, ahband's gonna hav their syf. morning session. I WANT TO GO! i want to hear 'band number XX, anglican high school............*silence*... GOLD!!' and the other screams that come after that. and stupid maths department of njc, esp the fm tchers, chose to put the lovely test on this beautiful day too. sianz. i want to skip school, but mum wont help me lie. i swear. she wont sign the letter and anything else. just hope this flu goes on and then i can use this to get an mc and at the same time listen to the band. whee~ after which, i can go yck and support the squashers!! against aj is not easy at all. [i've got all these planned, but i promise, i won't be skipping school in wed]
i just feel so bad for my juniors. ever since i moved to this ulu stretch of road, and studied in this greyish school, i've never visited them, came up with stupid excuses and giving my friends false hopes (maybe) by saying that i may be returning. i feel so bad. now i dun even know what songs they are playing and all that. i'm such a failure.
mass media is such a cheem topic. i dunno what nair really want from us. bleahz.
haiz. more than 5 newspaper articles to be done. test this week, spaper assignment. and my maths tutorials are half-done. cant drag any longer. i hate newpaper articles. i really hate it. cant they just let me read and that's it?! hate writting comments.
-yuck. my english sux. to the core-
my fashion sense sucks too. i better mug hard and get a job next year asap and use all the money to buy clothes!!!!!! hahaha. i want to go japan also. boo.
maybe i really have no aim this time round. that's why i'm not working hard? *scratches head* although ahs' target setting sounds so dumb, it helps a little. at least 2 years ago i know where i want to be and just work all the way so that i can enter the jc that i've put there. which is this stupid greyish thing. how sad. at this point of time, we are already scoring A1s and now, i cant even get an A. my attitude sux now. i give up totally when i cant solve a ques. haa. and i hate gp. coz there are no skits to entertain me. haa.
i still cant speak. ahhHHhhhh.
so bored on this hot sunny afternoon. zzZ