omg. it's may already. 6 more mths to A levels and i'm free. [i'm trying to make it sound easy. haa]
looking back. i've endured 16 months of nj life. though i've always complained that it's a sucky school and all that, actually it's been fun. [k, except that period of time when i got totally paranoid and sensitive over things and make myself damn unhappy and i find it stupid now.]though nj was quite a disappointment coz it wasnt as good as i thought it would be, there werent much eye candies, and lots of weird people instead. some really had weird temper and you dont know how to tackle them. some facilities sucks. like the horrible rooftop, "covered" walk way which you'll still get wet after walking past it on rainy days, smelly wet toilets that remind you of dungeons.
teachers here are pretty nice. i mean in person. though some cant really teach or maybe they were the first few who responded to the 'teach less learn more' scheme. mrs soh is one very good example. she scribbled all her answers on the board and once she writes '...' on the board i'll be so damn pissed coz it's the part i dunno!! and she dosent explain and if you ask, she'll give that 'why you dunno? haiyoh' look sometimes. though she's very stingy in pw for not giving us good grades and keep putting her tick at 'approaching expectation', she's quite nice. fat lim's treating us well lately. you cant deny that he has an intimate relationship with nick chan and that he was serious mood swings coz sometimes he's like grinning at you and sometimes he's like shouting 'let's skip'. [come to think of it, he hasnt been skipping tutorial questions lately. issit because he was the lecturer for the topic? hmm...]mrs teo was nice though she spent very little time with us. haa. ms koh was the most gentle teacher i've ever seen. she can be quite naggy sometimes but her explaination is good. if you really listen and jot down all the necessary notes you can really score. [but i was daydreaming most of the time. bleahz]. maybe because she's new, she compromised a lot, it's like you ask for sth she'll try her best to get for you. she's nice!! haa though her clothes are all of the same colour scheme. haa.
Lum!!! he's the most entertaining of all!! haa. [hope he doesnt reach this page by chance] all his poses are so funny [so feminine], the way he speaks too, esp when he says 'no'. omg, sounds like a kid la. haaa. he tries to crack cold jokes sometimes but we failed to understand. haa. maybe we are wols. haa. but he's nice coz he gave us oreos and dove chocs. haa. i love food. heee. but no doubt, he's the best maths teacher i had in nj. maureen ng is good but you must be really inclined in maths and know all your concepts well so that you understand how her 'shortcuts' come about. lum explains everything and repeats all the concepts though he , like fat lim, loves skipping questions. haa. and he doesnt reply my smses!! or maybe he found mine stupid coz i asked him 'are you mr lum' haaa. and he's super lag also coz he replied an hr later? when we all have attended the combined tutorial. but he's nice. coz he never blamed us for that.
actually nj wouldnt be fun if 04S05 didnt exsist. though we've seen the true colours of some people gradually, but their company really brightened up my life. all the stupid stuffs that we talk and argue about, all the lunch sessions, now the craze over mingxian[heeeee] and laughing abt what ru hua did on sunday. haa. yah, and now talking abt tvb shows and jap drama and how shuai how shuai the actors are. [ooh. i'm going to post up my new eye candy. haa]at least in this class, there isnt very intense competition, ok maybe between that few, but it's none of my concern. i dun want to be pressurized by them. it's like we do things at our own pace. haa. i love it!! haa. though coconut is always there to make me feel so irritated. urgh~ with her act-guai and act ladylike actions. cant stand it. eeeeee.
squashy!! squash was one of the slackest cca i've been in. trainings werent very tough, just that i'm lazy and lousy at the same time. but it's fun!! haa. and the people are so nice to gossip with. haa. and all the wacky ideas that we can come up with. all the laughter, scandals..haa. though sometimes, things get real screwed up and i hate it, but it's just a temporary feeling. and there are so many nice people to talk to in squash, because they are there to listen to my crap, and tolerate them. haa. come to think of it, it's been so long ever since we've gone to pastamania. ever since saturday trainings were cancelled. though there's this one person that i cant stand [the one who keep picking on jiatian. i dun understand him also. find him weird coz he just loves to pick on what people say. -.-"] and thankz to squash, i met benson! haaa. [shit, i sound so despo.] haa. dun be mistaken!!!
maybe there were many times i've regretted coming to nj. i would have gone tj and vj where so many of my friends have gone to. maybe if i were there, we'll probably been keeping in touch. we'll probably be as close as before. there were many times i've asked myself why should i choose a path that's less taken and make myself suffer through this ordeal. that's when you look on the not-so-good side. but if you look at it from another perspective, maybe coming to nj isnt that bad after all. if i hadnt come to nj, would i have met all these wonderful people? would our paths be crossed in any way? would i have taken part in YEP and enjoyed it? would i have ever thought of leaving this comfort zone and sleep with insects and frogs? maybe the answer to all these are 'No' If i hadnt come to nj, there wont be this twist in my life.
actually it's all in the mind. if i found the life here an ordeal, it'll always be. i should learn to let go a little and relax. i've lost contact with some of the ahs people coz i didnt put in the effort to keep in touch with them. if i had taken much initiative, maybe we'll still be as close. haaa.
actually, what results i'll be getting at the end of this nj journey dosent really matter. as long as they've reached the basic criteria of C6, and E will be alright so i wont get myself into deep shit. it's really the life i've had here. maybe it wasnt as smooth sailing as i thought it would have been, but it was nice with all these company. looking at results will only lead to regrets and more regrets, but what i've went through for these 2 years will always be a memory..a memory worth looking back.[ like those memories of ahs =)]Thankz to all that have crossed my path and made my day!!
P.S. Hey PIG! sorry i keep leaving you out in my entries. and you've been complaining to me so many times so i shall take some action regarding your feedback. haa. thankz for being there always, and tolerating all my horrible temper. but nonetheless, you're the best person to bully [and talk to]!! haa. it's really nice that you can still take it when i gave you all these stupid names and my craze over mx and benson. haa. i really wonder what would happen if you cant take it and explode one day. haa. and you've been a good companion for all those crazy and embarassing things we do in the public. hmm, practise your pinching skills before you become my potential victim. haaa. and stop tickling me in the public!!! haa. joking la. haa. hugx.