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Saturday, June 04, 2005


hmm. read an article on the papers on 'multi-tasking teens'. i was thinking it wasnt a big problem or anything. they considered opening a few windows on ur comp as 'multi-tasking' and i was like '???' ahh... maybe i'm in this crap too so i dont find anything problemetic abt it.

i listen to the radio when i bathe.
i sms when i'm in class or when i'm doing my work.
occasionally i am online when i do my hw
i talk on the phone while i log on to the net and doing my hw at the same time.
i listen to radio when i'm trying to sleep i listen to mp3s when i do my work.
i have my lunch and watch tv and do my assignments.
(i'm not that bad. i can only do at most 3 tasks only.)

actually it's quite amazing somehow. i can multi-task! haa. yah, and like others, i do have very short concentration span. the papers said it's because of all these media multi-tasking. erm. but it's quite hard to eliminate the sms part. it's like, some ppl just sms you when you're doing your work. i dunno how to solve the prob of multi-tasking. sometimes you're just obliged to do it.

recall! [maureen ng's fav word]

30 May /Mon
had class outing! i didnt go for the ice skating coz i'm kinda broke and i'm tired after the camp. i need serious rest. but still... i met huimin at orchard and we shopped! bought jiayan's bday present - an adidas water bottle and the price was just unbelievable. yah, i was so hyper when i knew the price la. and i was labelled 'mad girl' again. lol. i can't help it. i cant stand my slippers so i keep complaining and we went to buy new slippers! haa. walked from taka to OG then took mrt to PS(where me and the squashers saw nice slippers on sat) to look at the slippers and back to OG to get the slippers. man. it got heels la. and i was wobbling like hell. haa. and i couldn't walk fast and that huimin walked so damn fast and can't help it, i had to run after her. haa. so paiseh. running in orchard. haa. we had to meet the others at somerset at 6:30pm and both of us turned out to be the latest la! oh man.. then we had sushi buffet at OG there. aHHhh. this is drving me crazy. OG again! yah. this time we clinched the deal of 10 bucks per person again. haa. and we played truth or dare, which turned out to be dare or dare later. haa. some of them were so paiseh that we had to lie that we were from rj and kept doing the 'ra-ra-ra-ra-ffles' cheer. haa.

examples of dares:
> zhihui had to ask the waiter for his number (which he gave his real number)
> guofeng had to call mr lum and ask him out (as if it was a date) but guofeng told him that he wanted to ask him maths question from the start
> kiss jason. LOL. (forgot who had to kiss. coz it was mentioned alot of times)
> call the waiter and ask him out. (nobody dared)
> jiayan had to sing cyndi's 'ai ni' to 3 guys dining there
> huitian had to ask the waiters whether she's pretty and make them nod their head
> dance at the open area outside the shop. LOL (nobody did it either)
> fan phang had to ask ms koh out (but he didnt also)
> eleanor had to call and ask nigel if he really liked her and confessed that she liked him. haaaa. (and suay-ly, nigel didnt answer her phone, and alan couldnt hear us. bah!)
> kc had one spoonful of a mixture consisting chawanmushi, wasabi, red ginger, agar agar, cold tofu, lots of chilli sauce and soy sauce.
> i only had a sip of cold tofu with tons of soy sauce. *phew*
>fan phang had to kiss kc also. -.-" haa.

so paiseh. ahh. haa. in the end, we were thinknig of finding a place and play games, chit chat and well, we walked till ps and home sweet home. haa. so dumb. we walked all the way there and dismissed!!!!

i'm still very disappointed with myself. i'm doing sth that can be considered as 'backstabbing'. i wonder how can i correct this. actually, i'm not that against them, just that some things they do are just not acceptable, like ordering someone around as if she's your slave, and betraying us. i could have been more forgiving. i can. i really dunno what i'm doing now. i rely too much on my feelings somehow. think rationally. i really didnt want to 'hate' them. it's like they werent that bad after all. but just some sctions, some gestures. ahhh. i love my class. pls. dont let this happen to me. i may tear apart.

[photos: 04s05 class outing 2]

31 May / Tues

Slacked at home. was supposed to finish all the gp work. but i slept for 3 hours while doing my compre.... so i gave up and started doing my presentation. i dunno what i did, but i just took many hours to finish it and it's still black and white. i'm a snail. by then it's already 2am. and i had to wake up at 6 the next morning for gp makeup.

1 June/Wed
gp makeup! reached school at 8am. oh man. the canteen is totally rooted or sth. all the tiles are gone and they are really expanding it (where there's like no space for them to expand already since further down it'll be the grandstand and further back it's the carpark) wonder how they do it. might as well they change the stall vendors except for my yong tau foo. lol. they can change that stupid arogant snack stall uncle. i dont give a damn. yupz. mrs nair wasnt there yet! so we crapped reasons like she's stuck on the causeway or sth. haa then 8:15 or so, deep came and said mrs nair couldnt come till 9:30-10am coz her son has to go the the hospt. so we waited, talked crap and all that. shuxian didnt know my name la. (i'm hurt. joking) talked about elizabeth chiew's nice eye shadow and all that. haaa. yupz. then 9:50 or so, deep came again and said mrs nair cant come coz her sister is not there to take care of her son so she cant come. ahhhh. that moment i feel so pang-seh-ed. ahhh. i sacrificed my sleep and came and that's what i've got. i could have slept longer or sth. haaa. but i didnt really blame her. coz it's really impt. like her son got asthma and he fainted and for so many hours the doc didnt come and attend to him. he only had a jab, sth like that. (malaysia doctors are soooo slow) poor thing. but i was really sad coz i cant have my nice sleep. sob. haa. lucky i didnt stay up and finish my compre and compo. i'll be so damn angry if i did them. haa.

then met big fat to watch madagascar. caused much trouble for him (sorry!) madagascar was soooo funny. haa. hilarious. esp alex the lion. ego la. and when the old woman hit it in the train station, it was downright stupid. haaa. and the penguins were so evil. 'smile and wave boys..smile and wave. cute and cuddly.' haaa. and melman the giraffe is just full of illnesses. his diet was all pills la. and marty's bbq-ed seaweed on a stick -.-" quite a lame show. yah, not a good plot but the little stuffs they do were funny. haa. i fell asleep for a while coz i was really tired. haaa. but the king of lemurs , king julien, was so stupid. he kept singing 'I like to move it move it. i like to (move it!)' (omg. it's ringing in my head) and mort, the big eyed lemur. haa. he's so cute. like shrek's pussy cat. haa. quite worth watching..

[i like to move it move it. i like to (move it!)]

for the subsequent days. i slacked. woke up. watch tv. eat. sleep. play com. watch tv again. slp. ahhh. when can i get down to study?!

super long ago recalls:

10 May/ Tues
table tennis finals (boys). nj vs rj. and NJ WON!!!! woohoo~ yah. kind of unexpected coz it was still a draw to the 4th match. then the fifth match. nj sent this player who dosen't look pretty outstanding. yah, and chuhan was saying like 'nj lose already la' haaa. but! that guy was pro la. he just won 3 games straight. 1st maybe he was pretty pro, 2nd, his opponent was cocky and he deserved to lose. 3rd, his opponent was impatient to score. haaaa. so tada. nj won! jerry played well la, he tried to smack the ball down but that idiotic rj player(national player) can get it. he can scoop it up or sth. sth similar to what i saw in ahs. but, well done!!! yah. but we won! and i cheered! finally nj cheers were put into good use. lol.

as for the girls. it was rj vs vj. nj cheered for vj.(obviously) haa. and i watched yeow may play. she's good, no doubt, but she was quite pissed when she couldnt get it. but good job!

14 May/ Sat
college day! and my class?! pick rubbish. argh! we had to clear rubbish bins as long as they are three quarter full. and tada i met my new enemy - TEO BLOODY EGGHEAD TZE WEI. Yupz. he's my new enemy after chen ze hou. he's such a nuisance. he kept reminding us to tie the rubbish bags before we throw into the big cart. i mean, you remind us once or twice it's still ok, but it's like everytime! urgh! so pissed with him la. and he kept haunting us. and we were joking about how we can grab him by his limbs and send him to his home/coffin - the rubbish chute. haa. then we were saying how comfty it would be with all the rubbish as cushions and when he reach the rubbish incinerator, he will be cremanted. and yay, one big rubbish removed from this polluted earth. yah. and he's so kb. there's this dumb ass who threw hot charcoal into a carton box with a rubbish bag over it. and there was still amber fire. -." had to extinguish it and throw la. so teo sze wei was like calling me again. (feel like punching his face) he was like "Ay, ay, ay,You ah, you ah, got tie the bag anot huh? dont throw ah." then i told him you cant tie coz that thing is hot la. then he was like "why cannot tie?" (pissed) so i screamed at him,yupz, i screamed, "then you tie it yourself la!". yah,, and he looked at me with his big eyes..." YOU WANT ME TO TIE IT MYSELF?" oh no, i thought i was in deep shit. then this big idiotic coward called his student over and test whether it's hot. yupz, and his student said yes. like duh la. amber fire tell me not hot. so he said, "then cover the box and throw loh" gay ass.

yupz, and he did almost the same thing to minghui, but hers is abt the drain one. TEO SZE WEI IS FREAKILY IRRITATING.

18 May/ Wed
track and field meet. i didnt even change to my ugly terra tee. haaa. it's quite a sucky one coz all the new councilors take over and apparently the new terra capt is the girl who had this weird hairstyle. and this year there's no cheerleading. they invited the ngee ann cheerleaders over. only 6 came. what kind of nice cheerleading can you have? so sianx. not like last year's. haa. and there were lots of inter-class/ inter-house races. yupz. terra won those that they participated. which weren't alot. less than 10 i guess. haaaa. terra is out to win the NE challenge only. lol. and fat sze wei ran the first leg for the teachers' relay, which has the shortest distance. what a useless bum. at least chris ho can run more than him though he's coated with lipids and still worse a singlet. yucks. haaa.

oh, btw. jay is my new idol. woo hoo. i'm going to watch initial d!!! he's just so charismatic. lol.

hmm. chatted with mum last night. she was saying i dont look like those who work in a bank, and she advised me not to coz she suffered from it before. but i was targeting for that kind of office work. she said i am an ideal seeker, not a security seeker. i prefer jobs that dosent make me do systematic stuffs. then i was telling her that i wanted to study dietics, and she kept putting a wet blanket la. she keep saying i dont suit this i dont suit that, and she said maybe i should major in chemistry in uni. OH MY GOODNESS. i've got nth to say. i am thinknig of psychology, but, my gp sux. yah....

hmm. have been reading other blogs. some said like they dont feel like disclosing their lives and rather write in a diary. actually, this has never crossed my mind. i dont really mind ppl knowing it, but one of the restrictions is that you cant talk bad about others lah. like even if you hate someone who'll read this. yah. you cant type it. maybe to an extent it's good, coz eventually you'll forget it after a while, yupz, and no grudges. but somehow blogging is making me more and more forgetful. i dunno why. i keep forgetting so many events that happened to me. or was it the life i'm having now? *shrugs* i dun mind writing too. but writing is time consuming, if you have seen the little notebooks i had before having this blog. yah, i start writing after a week or so. but can write alot of stupid hua chi stuffs inside. yah, if i had typed those stuffs here..... hmm. most of the people out there will be utterly disgusted.

yawnx. i finally finished recalling. lol.