i won't understand how it feels to be in council, or any big leadership body (house reps etc). really envious of their enthusiasm and passion. they really feel alot for the school. and how sad they are to leave the comm or the council. all the memories left behind.
i'll never understand. i dont feel as much as they do. i can be enthusiastic, but i guess the prob lies with my passion. my passion dosent burn for long. haa. i dont bear the qualities of a good leader. i'm born to be passive.
i should stop all these envy shit. maybe someone out there is envious of me too. wahaha.
i'm uttering rubbish in the wee hours in the morning. yawnz.
hmm. and i think i'm facing probs communicating with my ex classmates (except those close ones. haa) yah, it always goes with 'hmm..', 'ok', 'haha', 'lol'. and yah, that's our conversation. it's just like different, there's this huge gap between us, we are drifting apart!!! bleahx. we can crap so much in the past and well, it just ended up to be like this. maybe i wasnt in my ready-to-crap mood either. conversation is a two-way thing. sooo.. it doesnt really matter whose fault it is. that's a cruel thing time can do to you.
*not like i can communicate well with my present classmates(you know who.we dont even acknowledege one another) so probably the prob lies with me. yah...