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…and more disappointment.
First it’s Project Superstar, now’s this. Where’s justice man? When can facts prove themselves? YUCKS!
Project superstar is a super corrupted show. Jason got in even though time has proven again and again that he’s the lousiest of all. And if you are supporting him, you have no taste. Enough said. I think voting is a horrible system. Everyone goes for relations and vote. Like they don’t see the facts and the capability or rather how well they perform. If you have eyes and ears, wei cong is a better choice than that act care bear. Sucks man.
And pls la, flirting doesn’t bring you anywhere. And yucks la some people get in coz they are highly flirtatious. Like Shi Xin Hui(aka fatty ruhua) and Sliver. Vixens. Damn them. Vixens cant sing and i dont see any talent or qualifications in them. i dont understand why they can make it after rounds and rounds. they should feel blessed coz they made it to one more round and stop being such a bimbo. stop hogging that place and be an eyesore.
Urgh. Disappointment. Hate reality man.
and i'm down enough and my mum is such a good soul to make me feel worse. and my blood is boiling now. ok, she keeps nagging about my results. ok, i've got nth to comment because i know it's not good if you compare with the corhort. and nj's so nice to put the percentage there so my mum can comment more and say that i shld do sth to it.
Fine. i'm ok with her saying my results coz i know i didnt work as hard as my promos and i didnt maintain my results. i accept this part.
fuck. then she accused me of overusing the fone la. ok, no doubt, i used to talk for long hours on the phone and sometimes into late nights. so if you had ticked me off that time, i wouldnt say anything coz i feel that i'm in the wrong too. but hey, i've cut down already, i seldom talk on the phone now, let alone late nights. and even if it's late nights it's like the other party call me via my handphone so it doesnt reflect on the singtel bill. and you said the fee's are getting higher and higher so it's definitely my fault coz i used to talk on the phone for so long. and she still said she knew i was talking at night now, when I DONT! like shut your ass la. stop accusing me. and fuck, that act innocent maid of mine used the phone when no one's home and who knows? everytime i pressed 'redial' it's always another number, some other maid's number. so? you mean her phone calls are free of charge. singtel only charge the calls i've made? sucks la. so i'm at fault. the fee's are still increasing so it's still my fault. i am talking longer and longer on the phone la. and i call people late in the night la. fuck.
i dont mind if i get scolded but pls, at least state facts la. assumptions bring about accusations. and i hate being accused. coz why should i take the blame when i did nothing of that sort? why shld i help someone else take the blame? and i hate it when someone just insists on her/his stand and dont even give a damn to what you try to explain.
this is a screwed-up world. facts and opinions are totally different things. one tells you the truth, one stops you from knowing the truth. yet, everybody make decisions based on opinions.
but i pity my mum. she knows i'm angry and she's trying to be nice and talk to me in that normal tone. she's trying to lighten up the mood yet i'm giving her a cold shoulder. i'm practically ignoring her. =(