sorry. but i'm really disgusted by what i've seen.
no doubt, she's charismatic. she got this look that makes guys fall for her. the look that makes every guy wanna protect her. i'm stopping you to protect her and yah, fall for her, or even an lian her.
BUT!
dont post it to the public to see la. and even if you did, just keep the website to yourself, and not publicize it and make your feelings to her known to the entire world out there. yah. photo albums without your photos inside. having every entry about her.
i really think you got to spice up your life, and stop revolving around a person. and since you have the courage to post all these on the net, just jio her and make the relationship known. at least that website wont seem that 'disgusting' to readers out there.
and, yupx. scandalous. haaa.
you may not mind what people see, but well, have you considered for the other party? like she hates this idea to the core, and you are making life difficult for her. you wont know. you may think you are so noble to sacrifice for her and everything, but personally, i find you selfish.
but well, maybe both of you dont mind. then i have nth better to say. =X
(oh, this is super irrelavant. but yupx, i hate the nj librarian. she blamed me for nth. i didnt really make a din in the lib, and i didnt raise my voice eother, and just because i kept turning my head, and she saw it, she thought i was the one making noise. shut her ass la. at that moment, i really felt like doing that 'thumbs up' thing to her and shout into her face, "no wonder you are just a stupid librarian in the nj library which doesnt have any books at that moment. coz you are so useless to the extent that you cant even handle books. no wonder you arent a police or lawyer coz you just love to accuse people without evidence. you must have failed your gp. haa. too bad. stay happy with your enriching librarian life in nj! oh, i think you have a super cool hairstyle that looks like a ma3 tong3 gai4, spinster.")