don't ask me what happened.
i just feel so down for the whole day.
maybe it's pms. i was so pissed with whoever making noise today.
maybe it's monday blues...
(frowns)
was waiting for uncle william to open the gate just now. was thinking, maybe life would be different if i had put in more effort in psle and made it to nanyang girls'. maybe then life's different. everything will change. but that's like so impossible, unless i reincrinate to a singaporean mummy nx time. i only got to wear that uniform once, act like i'm a smart girl from nanyang for a day. i dunno. i'm uttering rubbish so....ignore me.
just wished that i could find someone to talk to. but everyone's like busy and no time, chiong here chiong there. blame it on my stupid personality. what for keeping things to myself and make myself feel worse.
hope things will get better tml.
was thinking whether to go for the consultation on wednesday. maybe it'll help, maybe i wont say a word then either. i dunno.