i'm too tired.
my eyes just cant open for nuts.
and i slept during physics today.
what has happened to this lousy body of mine.
yah, read some wrong articles on blogs again. my anger and jealousy starts to surface. bleahx. but i'm too jaded by all these, i rather be indifferent la. it's really not within my control, humans are so damn downright unpredictable. if i were to keep track of everything, i'll drive myself crazy soon. yes, if they choose to remain that kind of yah..."relationship", there's nth i can do. i'm trying to be VERY understanding and accept everything that comes along. but yes, all these things try to hurt me as much as they could.
but anyway, so glad that chem s was cancelled today. played with huitian, eleanor and draggged kc along to play the sparstic monopoly lookalike game at I&E hub. haaa. and they cursed me! i couldnt earn much at the start! haaa. but it was fun playing with them, considering that the nx time we can sit together again and play is like a month later, after the prelims?
we didnt take any photos toay, though it was our last PE. as much as i hate to admit, i will definitely miss captain's ball, esp with 04S05, the snatching, the screams, the laughter and all the gossips. the ugly red t-shirt that i'll nv touch after this...i really hate it when things just have to come to an end. the 2.4 runs that nearly killed me, the many attempts in standing broad jumps. though i look forward to graduation, but i just cant bear to put all these to an end. no more uniforms, no more a close knitted class, though my class isnt but well, the feeling's there. though i feel that nj is horrible and everything, it's still a memory, not really a fond one, but worth remembering. nj gave me the darkest period of my life, as well as the best times i've ever had. i dunno whether i'll meet such a big group of ppl again, a group of ppl who are just together with you through every boring lecture and tutorial, who share the same jokes and laughter with you...boo hoo, (damn lah, why am i crying?)
it's not like we are leaving nj tml. bleahx!!!!!
why? why do we have to face a change every 2 years? so long yet so short.