it's 9:19pm and i havent done anything.
esp for the test tml
like i'm gonna die again.
things that i didnt expect happened. and it is occupying the whole of my brain. can't concentrate. actually it wasnt a big thing. why must i think so far? it's just a 'love ya' and i am so occupied by all the thoughts.
stupid bee attacked me. i got a shock of my life. yupx. and my house fone broke into half coz i dropped it on the floor and screamed. haix.
i should concentrate!!!! manx. yupz, i didnt expect that he still kept that. i felt so cheated for the 2nd time. am i too naive or sth? what's the point of being faithful and loyal when people betray you when you are unaware? what's the point of putting in effort and showing concern when the other party doesnt even appreciate it? like 'i dont feel your care'. argh.
actually i still cant believe that there are people who have the cheek to do all these. like...dont they feel guilty or immoral or sth? dunno. at least i wont do it. and that doesnt mean others wont do it. coz i always do things that are not the norm. haa.