it's too late to do anything. as much as i hate to admit.
read somebody else's blog. totally sympathise with him. probably we share the same feelings. too late. yah, like everything's too late. time dont permit you for everything you wanna do. and too bad so sad i didnt treasure the oppurtunity when i had it. and struggling so hard now just to get well again.
sometimes, it's just so weird. we started off so well, we understood each other. yet we ended off coz we dont understand each other, we dont know what the other party is thinking. oddballs. and probably both of us are affected by this so we ended up arguing for each conversation. probably because i didnt do my part well. but anyway, too late and too late and i think i'm spending too much time thinknig abt it since the past few entries are abt the same issue. even i'm bored.
today we had prom king and queen nominations. OMG. what a nice chance to sabo ppl! i collected all the forms i could and wrote ping-er's name and her beloved, hoping that she gets into top 5 and i can have a good show sia. i'm so mean la. even my gp mates think so. so i became a vegetarian for the rest of the day for all the unfogiving deeds i've done. haaa. but who cares. and i love the idea of recommending someone from your table and hav a fashion parade. coz no matter what, i'll support ping-er all the way!!!! she's my life la. if not for her, my life in nj wont be so interesting.
mrs nair didnt come for gp, because she had asthma or was it her son that got asthma? wasn't very sure, but take care yah? so i had a nice time tellin my gossips to my 04S05 classmates in my gp class but sadly i sad too loudly and almost everyone in TB23 could hear it. oOps. so most of them know my love towards ping-er *muacks* (puke) and manx, i just realized it was a big mistake telling the guy who cant close his mouth! *piakx* how can i make such a mistake? *slaps myself*
after gp, i accompanied the girls and we studied together in the lib from 2:10 till 4:30 for their physics mcq. really had a nice time talking to them and yah, abt everything we can chat abt. gonna miss them when i leave jc. then we keep interogating jerry for his love towards *ahem* but he just doesnt want to say. like. argh! and so funny looking at how nigel react when minghui waved to him. and sucks la, think so many ppl know i had con********* in thailand. so paiseh. though i didnt do much work, but their company was enough.
then i attended the physics thing when i'm not supposed to attend! did 30 mcqs and probably because it was quite late i wanna sleep while i was doing and i could hear my stomach growling! manz, reminds me of jc1 common test when we had our papers in the LTs, and one day i was so hungry that my stomach growled so damn loudly huitian could hear it and she giggled! so paiseh. haaa. then tek yong shun was so nice to go through every single bloody question without looking at the clock. it was going to be 6pm la. and he was so nice to go through everythnig. i couldnt stand it so i just went to hide in the toilet for a while. had oreos while he went through while the other girls were happily gossiping at the other side. haaa. no la, it was some valuable news, got to hear from them tml. so kaypo of me. haaa. initially i was so happy coz i got all correct and damn, i got the next 10 wrong coz i guessed the answers wrongly. some were just an option away. yucks. my guessing skills are deteriorating. i rmb my promo chem mcqs, i guessed the bulk of them and i got 16/20! felt damn lucky then. but luck only struck me once so far. haaa.
anyway, nice tekky tek released us at 6plus going to 7 when everyone could hav bathed and sit in front of the tv watching the sparstic show 'tong xin yuan'. and thankx to the soccer guys for the attempts to kill us with your inaccurate high kicks. one nearly knocked huimin on the head la. lucky she had quick reflexes.
anyway it's late and i havent start work. and lum's gonna kill me. i'm sick of maths. more sick of mechanics coz i dont understand a shit. urgh! but for lum's sake i shall buck up and try. at least show him that i've tried my best. coz he'll start diao-ing me like what he did today! boo hoo...