look at the time. it's a freaky 4pm, meaning i've reached home like an hr plus and i'm still in my ugly uniform and i havent start work. ppl didnt say, but prelims is like a month later. sometimes i hate the tv, it took too much of my time, knowing i dont exercise self-discipline AT ALL. i can just watch and watch till a show it totally pisses me off.
dozed off during GP again. and i'm like hopeless. all my transposition is so broken. yupx, i checked every difficult word via my thesaurus. so yupx, all cheem words put together sounds horrible. and sadly, i cant even get the answer right la. i'm doubting my ability to comprehend.
i'm like brain dead, but thankfully i completed the rj compre today. the acjc aq was *speechless* so i decided to give up.
yupx. that bloody stack of work on my desk is piling up. freaky 3 tests this week, gonna drive me to my grave. if u had test me on nice things like stats i would be pretty grateful, but damn, it's mechanics, and the hard part of mechanics, not those F=ma shit. urgh! (i need anger management)
i'm irritated by all my homework, or maybe myself coz i keep procrastinating. i'm a big lazy bum, it's all luck that brought me to this state now. yah, i'm not promoted coz i worked hard. serious. and i cant push myself to work hard now. like '!!!!!!'
every teacher has been saying this, or sth like this, "this is the last leg of the race, give it your best shot" well, for me, it started slow so i cant catch up with them now. like people are miles in front of me and yupx, if i give my best to sprint, i'll still lag behind, but it's better than limping at the back. lol. so maybe, i'll just try to do what i can. i promised myself to redo my maths revision sets like a month ago and well, till now, i didnt even touch it at all.
i really do hope miracles happen, like what happened to my english and physics during O levels. and hope luck is always by my side.
i'm really jaded, it's too late to regret, but well, at least i realized my grades are bad and if i'm in the right state of mind, i should be doing sth about it. sobx.
for once, i hope my birthday doesnt arrive so soon. i really dont mind if you take away all the liberties i'm granted when i reach 18.
*ps. was reading random blogs. think some ppl should take note of what they wear and how they wear their clothes, esp those tubes or rather not tubes but yah, u get the impression. they wear till so low, how i wish it could just slip down when the wind blows and teach them a good lesson. and some wear those kind of clothes when they dont even hav the assets to support it. know your limits. thankx. wahahaa.