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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

urgh! i saw her again. the hatred towards myself got stronger. thank god huimin was talking to me so i was trying not to look at that direction. but well, i still saw.
i really wish i could end my life here and start all over again.
i think i'm really good at fm, good at maintaining it at that grade. dont fall pls. i've got enough setbacks these few months. enough! i hope i get 45. not lower than that. mc. urgh. hate myself. i saw the wrong point and i happily thought i got the answer. bleahx.
physics.
speechless.
havent prepared
dunno what i can do man.