3rd entry of the day. i must be damn bored or sth after that phone call, i then realized, i am the most unfeeling and selfish girl in the world i remained aloof even though he was crying at the other end i gave simple one-word answers, and even the most hurting words i didnt know if i made the right choice this time i hope i did i cant bring myself to tell him why am i doing this it's hurting enough yet i'm doing all this for myself for my own future without considering about how others feel i feel like a jerk now u may think i'm one too hate me then. i've got nth much to comment i just dont want to drag i didnt expect myself to end the entire thing but well, i just did u need not know my side of the story i'm not the victim i'm bad anough i'm a bad company dun get too close to me sorry for the incoherence
