i feel rather odd lately. i'm like being fairly selective to the people i talk to. probably i need to sort out my thoughts. what a wrong timing.
i hate you because you keep making me guess
what are you thinking about
who are you thinking of
i wish we were just mere strangers
at least...i wont feel so miserable now.
i hope what i've been daydreaming about comes true
but experience tells me, reality always differs from my fantasies.
but it's ok, i love the way it is now.
BIG As tml. so fast!!! as much as i hate to admit, my revision is shit, yet i'm so unwilling to get EEEE with a C6 nx year. erm, but i'm happy with a C6 though. omg. chem looks so unfamiliar, i wanna die now. the worse thing is, i'm afraid i end up daydreaming while doing my papers tml. urghhhhh.
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URGH! super angry. didnt know msn has such a lousy system of keeping chatlogs. they deleted everything away. wtf.
sucks. i cant help it but cried a little as i looked at the chem paper, with that song playing in the background. dunno which hurt me more, the paper or the song. i know it wont turn out well then why am i pinning so much hopes on it in the first place?!