i hate myself coz i've been practising selective memory too much for these 2 years to an extent that it turns out to be poor memory. and the condition's getting worse. i can sense it. i practically forgot what i did yesterday, let alone what happened a week ago.
i dont really understand but why shld girls be always pampered in a relationship? they may just take it for granted eventually.
quite depressing to see others break up. when they were still doing fine months ago. i'm not in the position to say anything, but well, we always choose a path that's good for ourselves, or rather, myself. all the promises were gone and what's left? memories for one to hold on. well, be glad there's memories, at least fond ones.
