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Wednesday, November 02, 2005


i've lost the interest in travelling. regardless of destinations. i refrained myself from seeing the word 'j*p*n', it hurts too much. i knew it was coming, but i always thought i could just escape from reality. it seems to be another failure after all.

all the hopes, dreams, fantasies. SHATTERED. if i hadnt asked, probably we can continue fantasizing.

i'm losing the momentum to study. like HELL!!!!! 5 more days and i'm feeling like this. urgh. and chem is erm..sadly, untouched. so likely it'll face the same destiny as physics in prelims. bleahx.

sorry iris, zy. sorry. a million apologies.

you deserve a much more capable girl with a better personality. not me. i think i've told you many times but you chose not to listen.


Ytienkwan waved at 9:10 pm