maths s = no point doing
waste my dad's 50 bucks to yah...complete a paper that's not for my intellectual level. i can use it to shop la. this morning was as good as living in a refrigerator. it's damn cold. i was too high this morning, or maybe i was too cold, but i kept singing ' leng si wo le' to my mum, and erm, she chased me out of the house and shoo-ed me to go to school. partially coz i overslept too. when my maid woke me up for the first time, i told her that i didnt have any paper, and told her that my paper was in the afternoon when she woke me up the second time. thank god my mum shook me up and yes, told me that maths s is in the morning. sian..
and guess what welcomed me for the paper. cold weather + super strong aircon + ZENAS. the last thing is the worst thing that can happen to me. directly on my left. the stench of axe brand medicated oil just refreshes me whenever i want to fall asleep. (thanks) and he kept asking for paper so there'll be this strong gust of wind that blew on me when the teachers start walking at an amazingly high speed in order to cater to dear zenas' needs ------ extra paper. wtf. 12 pieces was too much for me and he's asking for more?!?!?!?!? the stupid aircon was horrible. worse than fmaths. it was so cold that my brain was frozen and i kept sneezing and had a running nose. i tried all means to make myself warmer. by 9am i really wanted to give up, or maybe it's 0930. bleahx. practically the paper is as good as a murderer coz basically u cant prove things that they want you to prove, cant deduce formulas etc. that's what poor concepts and poor language will bring u to - more doubts and the thought of giving up. i hope that ungraded means 5 marks and below, merit means 10 marks and below and distinction for 10 marks and abv. michael tay was another pissing factor due to the way he pronounce words, which i guess he was merely trying to be funny. like jab-panese for the case of japanese and z-lo for the case of zero. i wanted to laugh at the jab-panese la. it's so stupid. he's like disgracing nj in front of so many teachers. omg. lucky it's a levels and i have no relations with nj after this. or maybe as a pathetic alumni. he's such an....idiot.
i wish that no njcians participate in the project superstar for students. but actually it's quite none of my business. i'm not wearing the nj uniform nx year. so hope i dont see grey uniforms when the first episode is air-ed. it's quite disgracing if you walk along the streets one day and someone points at you and go "WAHAHAHAHA, this school rite, the students sing out of tune one..." no face la.
well well, grad nite is 9 days away and i havent settled the dress, the hair, the HOTEL and the blah blah miscellaneous stuffs. i need to get it by this weekend. urgh. i hate last minute shopping, i will look like a freak on nx thurs, not like much ppl care, but i dun want to laugh at myself years later when i dig out the photographs from i-dunno-where.
after s paper i went to minghui's hse, i cant shop with that cold weather. and we watched LOVE STORY IN HARVARD!!!! omg. so in love with that show. the guy is soooooooooo cute la. the things he did. though it was quite unreasonable when he slapped the girl whom he eagerly looked for. but after that....hehehhehee. sweet scenes are soooo nice, and i felt a little horny coz i cant stand the draggy parts when they discussed about their lawsuits. haha. cant wait to see them saying sweet stuffs and doing stupid actions. wahahaha. the guy has such *i*****e lips. lol. and he's so cute when he smiles to himself. the girl is a beauty, and hopefully a natural one. handsome guys and pretty girls must be together. wahahaha. oooh, and we ate dian xin for lunch! haha. i hate myself coz i cant resist cheap food. i was so tempted by the $3 la mian, so i bought one. so in the end it was a torture for my stomach together with the xiao long bao (which was erm, quite dry) and prawn dumplings. lucky that cup of water saved me a little. haha
started packing stuff when i got home. quite saddening when i threw the notes into the smelly carton box. 2 years of joy and tears. bleahx. mayb when u look back years later you probably think that quantum physics is so easy yet you are stuggling with it now. and bloody nmr. i finished my a levels without knowing what it means. every set of notes just brings back a certain scene, whether it's lecture, tutorial, or just random drawing on the notes. (look at my analouge. it's flooded with stuffs that are unrelated to academics. like 'steven ma rox!', 'alkene - with a guy with spiky hair attached', smiley faces.. haha) and the tys. i'm such a failure. other than my physics and maths tys, the others look so new. apparently i didnt touch them till one day before the paper.
for once frozz didnt help. sore throat's getting worse. and nowadays i use too much sms and strangely i find it so hard to reply emails. DUN ASK ME. I'M A WEIRDO.
and erm...dearie rox. lol. (no link)