this is pathetic. i have to resort to using the com in my mum's office. stupid com is being the most insensitive machine in my entire hse. it just couldnt boot up. wtf. it should spoil when i'm having my As but why shld it always spoil when i finished my exams.
i know maybe you'll kill me or something. but i really rather study than rotting now. life is like aimless. i didnt even have the mood to shop for prom. i dont care whether i look good or whatsoever, but at least i make myself look presentable. i kept whining that i didnt want to go for prom. it's quite troublesome.
tampines CHANGED! bloody hell. transformed into a place to house weirdos. when i just moved back, i saw two. and subsequently i saw more. horrible. saturday i saw this mad woman who had long grey hair (bad quality, apparently she doesnt use conditioner or sth) and she dyed the middle part brown. and she thought she's some princess or sth she's walking in small "dainty" steps. and she SPOKE TO HERSELF! omg. i'm damn scared of such people. so in order to avoid her i took the long way to central, and rahhhhhhh, i met another weirdo. this time i fortune teller! ah, nvm. i dont think she can tell u anything anyway. she erm, straightened her hair, bleached it, and dyed the top half GREEN! omg. (shudders) then days ago i saw that guy with the BIG nose. yucks. and there's loads of ah-pehs and strange ah-mahs. haixxxxxxxx.
oh, and i highlighted my hair! yay! paid a huge sum of money though. but the hairdresser was good! i love my haircut. finally i got a decent fringe. hahahaha. (hope my mum doesnt read this otherwise she'll be so depressed)
i see a whore when i look into the mirror. dont ask. i used to think that human beings were one of the most faithful creatures on earth. but well, i've seen things and realized that it was a misconception. i'm one of those unfaithful ass actually. ahhhhhhhhhhh, dont ask.
i dunno why i keep thinking about this thing. but i really feel sad when i see others break up. i know i'm repeating again. but can u imagine someone u were once soooo close became a stranger out of a sudden? and to some people, a friend wtf. it's so awkward to be friends. haix. matters of the heart.
superhost is a shitty program, with stupid things like appeal. and it feels like councilors giving election speeches. and erm, it's really stupid. so dont waste ur time watching it and waste money by supporting those people. they all will become some hosts one day, mediacorp works that way. look at project superstar! almost all the top 24 contestants got a job at mediacorp. stupid show la.
talked on the phone with my cousin last night. (VERY rare coz we dont talk to each other in person in hk) and we started bitching about our parents. lol. and my uncle told me to stay in hk to tuition my cousin. wtf. i dont mind giving my cousin tuition but i mind staying in hk for 6 mths la. i will die there. die of poverty or sth. haaaa. and he kept insisting that i shld take up courses like erm...designing (which will never ever be my forte) for the 6 mths. my uncle is weird. and yah...my poor cousin. lol. she wanted to take psychology for As and i want to take psychology as a degree but apparently my uncle thought it's the same thing and told us to talk about it. lol. and so strange, nobody said that if u study psychology in uni, u ought to be a psychologist. but well, my uncle thought in that way and he thought i'm gonna be a pro psychologist in the future. haha. what a joke. i've nv thought that far. as long as i can earn enough and support myself and at the same time, save some money, i'm contented.
so long! i missssssssssss so many people. haa. iris!!!! when can we have ben and jerry's???? haaa.