worst birthday in my life. my 18th birthday.
the chem paper is out to screw my life la, make sure i cant get into uni or sth. brrrrr... i was so happy i had a vauge impression of what's starch and cellulose and hell!!! i drew the CH2OH flag wrongly. practically it was a waste of time trying to burn midnight oil to chiong my food chem. yah, and cambridge set sth that i've never seen before in my life! maybe nj's notes sucks too. and yay! my worst topic nmr is out again. 10 beautiful marks GONE. like slap them. so pissed with the first question asking waht is the order of reaction. i give up. what a big mishap on my birthday.
A levels is bad enough. and they added the hardest chem paper ever. cambridge ppl deserve a death penalty.
anyway..i'm SO HAPPY!!! thankz to those who wished me happy birthday! though some people just cant wait till 12 to msg me and went to slp as early as 9:40pm last night!!! like urgh!! they studied everything so thoroughly! thankz weiping, jerry, weilun, iris, zhangyan, minghui, lien, elvin, hannie, jiawei, jiatian, xiaotian, aaron, chok , junsheng, kangchiat, huitian, eleanor, debo, yunru, sock, ruifen, waiteng, shaoqi, owen, hoiwang, xianlun, bernie, ct, huichin, jiayan, zhenwang, jason (so sad, u were not the last. i was laughing at ur msg when u typed 'how can?!' LOL), yinting and yvonne!!!! thankx for the wishes!! =D
presents, greetings and company i received today made me feel so loved! though it fell on the wrong day. and somehow i thought that i dont deserve so much love. and i saw something that made me feel super guilty abt what i've been doing and i started asking myself what went wrong.
hold on or let go?
pathetic. today's supposed to be damn happy. then i got a damn hard chem paper in the morning and when i went home, i saw ziqian crying like an ass on tv. bleahx.
yay! I'm 18!!!!