hmmm, truthfully speaking, i'm pretty lazy today. i guess it's the weather. it feels sauna-ish. air is stagnant. temperature is high. humid. and noisy. pap blasts random message and it really annoys me.
oooh, i signed up for jap! 250 bucks! ehhhh, was so reluctant to pay. and they postponed the lesson! it's supposed to commence on 5 may, and the receptionist told me that it's gonna postpone till 19 may coz 5th was near the elections and 12th is vesak. i really see no link between the language school and elections. ahhh, some stupid excuse they came up with.
this morning, i went to play squash with hannie at the near-changi-prison condo of hers. i was really dumb i couldnt find the gate to enter the condo! man, i didnt realize it was behind esso! and i went in, i couldnt find the squash court. and before that, i alighted at the wrong stop! and i looked really clumsy when i alighted the bus. haix. squashing was fun! i could actually do drives which was pretty amazing to me coz i havent been touching my racket since pre-As period. i could serve. i could do really hard drives. i guess, it's all tyco-ness. as time goes by, i was really tired. i couldnt hit properly. it goes, up down, left right, and almost in all directions. the ball went out of court somemore and nearly rolled to the swimming pool.. oooh, the blardy weather! i wish i could just jump into the pool man. after an hr, we were really tired. the squash courts had lousy fans and poor ventilation and it's full of ants. WE NEED AIR CON! so off we went to the gym. did treadmill and some boat-rowing thing. haha. and leg raises and cycling. talked about travelling after i quit. I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. i felt fat free after the "exercises"! wahahahahaa. really thirsty so got apple juice with aloe at esso and we saw kinder bueno! 2 for 2 bucks was really a good deal. hahaa. then we had starbucks at east point. man, the fats are back. wasted all my time trying to shake the lipids off my body.
i wanna do that every weekend! wahahaha.
saw puay kim( aka ms ng) while queuing at starbucks. BIG SHOCK of our lives. waved at her and hid ourselves at one corner after collecting our drinks. ehhh! banana muffin is a waste of money. there's no banana inside! felt so cheated. haha. had caramel frapp with WHIPPED CREAM. man. the fats the fats and the fats. sianx. talked about england and sleeping on trains and 4A times. or rather 3A. ok, it really feels good to chill out at starbucks. minus the puay kim part. oooh, and so many ppl were mugging! they took the gooooood seats! hmm, i understand how it feels now. and the girl nx to us, she had this really dark drink. i think it's double shot espresso or sth. but it really looks like herbal tea to me.
eastpoint is really pathetic. ended up walking around the vcd fair and i saw the tvb serial i wanted! it costs 78.95. i can commit suicide man.
hmm. tml i can slack at home and maybe finish my sam soon serial. my lovely sam soon is really a nice show! it's so damn funny. and the guy is soooo ____________. ahhh, i love it when he plays the piano! haha. yays. i'm gonna meet mh on mon and more ppl on elections day ( i hope) ahhhh, means i dont get to meet him after 2 weeks. ahhh... i feel bad. see how things go.
napping is good! haha. finally got to nap after soooo long. but thanks to my dad, i dunno what's his problem but he closed my room's windows. maybe he wanted me to suffocate to death.
i'm so sick of work. putting a false front everyday. hate myself for being so hypocritical. the torture's gonna end soon! and another new torture awaits. poverty. haix.
someone out there felt bad coz of random setbacks. i wanted to comfort her and encourage her but i hesitated. i was considering of sooooooo many things which i guess was really redundant. and mostly because i didnt dare to. i dunno what's my prob. haixxxxxxx
went to support the squashers yest! hmm, really had a great time talking to the juniors. junying, alicia, yunru, jiatian, waiteng.. ahhh, i miss sch! yunru, hope u are feeling better!! smilesss~ i wanted to laugh when mrs koh really thought that she had a stomach upset. and what? going to hospital, drinking sugar/salt water, jabs. LOL. it was really funny.
i really miss school. i miss laughing at _____ (ok, ping-er lah) i miss bitching about random ppl. i miss times when i keep complaining stuffs to ppl. (yes, complaining is my hobby) i miss trainings. i miss talking to sooooooooooooo many ppl. i miss tsk-ing some ass sitting behind me who pissed me off with his random not unique rhythms, who pissed me further with those disgusting laughter. i miss murtabak. i miss prata. i miss YONG TAU FOO (serious. the one at marina sq sux). i miss random food. i miss diaoing the snack stall uncle (blame it on his blardy attitude) i miss stupid times like my stomach growls when having lecture tests. eating my vday goodies. smuggling food to lib. suaning random ppl. i miss maureen ng. i miss lum chee fai. i miss fat lim and his 'skip'. i dont really miss jessie koh (she's my lullaby). i dont miss nair either. oooh, and i miss looking at the aunty who managed to sleep in the toilet. the only part i hate: the period of time before exams start. heart beats damn fast and i wanna get out of the examination hall.
ok. i think i've said that i missed school for the 54781230834th time.
hmm, my mum has been talking to my aunt (aka her sis) on the phone for an hr plus. it sets me thinking. when i'm that old, who can i talk to. i dun want to end up like some aunty nagging at my kids (that's if i have) and i guess at that age, my husband probably finds me irritating too. (yah, look at random old couples on the streets) man, who can i really talk to???? eehhh. i dont like this feeling. sibling-less. it's really pathetic. and if i call my friends, i dont wanna end up telling them what cheap deals ntuc has. and whether ntuc goods or shop and save goods are cheaper. and whether we wanna go chinatown together. I'LL FAINT. ok, you wont know. maybe chinatown will be the most hip place in 30-40 years' time.
ok, thinking back. was talking to hannie while waiting for the train to simei. i was ranting how much i regretted choosing nj and not tj or vj. she said i must had some reasons for doing so. and thinking back, the reasons are REALLY dumb. i mean, look how things turned out in the end. well, hannie was right. no matter what choice you've made, there'll be screwed up parts. it's not like if i ended up in vj or tj it's gonna be perfect. there must be some parts that i hate too. and i cant possibly go for jc education again. so since it's over, be happy about it then.
my thoughts are not really in order. heh.