was watching 'only you' on vcd. the girl screwed up her life coz of a relationship in spain.
i guess, i screwed up my life too. but because of my negativity and all those. things are getting better, but i still feel extra in this family. my parents were happily talking, and when i came to the dining room and sat down for dinner, it turns into complete silence. bleahx.
i even find problems talking to people whom i used to be really close with. ahhhhhhhhhhh, what's going on!!!!!!
