today was much more pathetic. i finished my work at 8:43am. i went to read 'my little prince' online, which i fell asleep halfway due to the stupid drowsy cough mixture. and the new staffs who moved into my once all-by-myself room, they are allabove 40 so they cant stop talking and yak non stop and some freaky uncle who looks damn irritating. you know, pig face, big tummy, specs not at ur eyes but rather ur nostrils, curly messy hair.
they all speak cantonese, but the kind which sounds really unpleasant to the ears. those hokkien-slang cantonese. yucks.
oooh, i was blog-hopping so i happen to chance upon a nice white tube dress with blue beady necklace that this girl was wearing. ooohhhh, it looks so sweet. but if you realize, there arent much events i can wear those dresses and yah, i am not boney so i cant wear those tube dress. and being not-thin, i cant possibly wear white either. sobs.
i shall continue to read 'my little prince'
haix. this place is so terrible. it can just change you mood totally once you step into the room. i went to work happily today, even though i cant utter any sound. i smiled at people whom i know, and skipped to the lift, i was just in a super duper good mood. yet now, i feel like shit. i just wanna dig a hole and bury myself in it. to know someone who tells everyone that i backstabbed her (when obviously i didnt do anything to her), and yah, people labels me with the word 'backstabber', it doesnt really feel good.
i understand the agony of not being able to speak. i cleared my throat with so much strength but no sound comes out of it. i tried to talk like a baby by starting to say 'ma ma' in order to test whether i could utter any sound. yes, i still cant make any sound out of my throat. and when my boss came over to give me instructions, i took me so much energy to say what i wanted and i guess it hurts my throat further. i really couldnt say anything now. and to think of it, i'm having my first korean lesson later. what a bad start!
man, i think my voice box is seriously damaged. rahhhh.