i hate myself. i never had the determination to complete whatever i'm doing. i was typing my blog entry, recapping what happened the past few days and i just saved it as a draft coz i dont feel like typing anymore. heh, stupid attitude that i have. do whatever i just feel like it.
last night, i chanced upon a blog which i was totally, ________. not really taken aback or what, but i just couldnt describe the feeling. how could someone have a change of heart within weeks? and worse, post an entry to her ex and says, "i really love you for these 2 years" 2 years, yet to her it was so easy to let go. and just find another guy/fling within weeks.
i start to doubt how faithful mankind can be, me inclusive. actually, i aint a super faithful girl too.
a relationship takes so much time to start, so much time to maintain yet so easily broken. how fragile. some people break up just because of a tiff, so is that right to say, the relationship is so weak that it cant even take a quarrel? so what have those ppl been doing over the months/weeks/years? not even strengthening it?
sighs. ahhh, forget it, not like i'm a good example.
sometimes i hate myself for being so stubborn. i cant talk serious stuff to people i joke with. i cant tell others my problems when i talk to them face to face. i have to use other means like msn/sms or through the phone. i dont even understand what kind of stupid phobia this is.
anyway, 'Almost love' is super nice! typical korean movie, but definitely a sweet one!
ahh, back to my korean homework of writing birthdays of 6 family members. when i have only 2! haix. and i dont know my cousins well! ahhh, maybe i'll just cook up some dates and fake as if i have siblings!
so sorry, i havent been replying tags!!!