there's this sudden strong feeling of insecurity.
the feeling of losing faith in almost everything.
i just have this urge to give up on most of the things in my life.
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i'm not old enough to handle my own problems.
i just want to go somewhere, somewhere like dek rak pha, somewhere than requires a long train ride. some train that leads you to nowhere...
if life could be that simple.
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Destiny is something you're born with.
Dreams are those that you create.
In the end, if you believe, Dreams become Destiny.
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i happen to think about things which led to changi airport.
i miss those days, when me and hazel will just take 24 and go airport, settle down at the viewing gallery, sharing our problems, which, at that time, mainly constitutes of *ahem* haha. or at times, we just revise our work and grab a bite there. those were the days.
when we grow older, we seem to meet each other less. when will we get back to those days, when we could really have heart to heart talks, solve all your probs..
i wish i could just stick at that stage forever. as i grow older, i am more exposed to the cruel side of human nature. flirts, politics, fight for power.... i used to think life was screwed back then. but look at now, i wish i never grew up.