well, i recalled people telling me that i'll regret going hostel. ppl like zy, hazel.. initially i didnt believe, i just wanna get out of home. well, now. i totally regret. staying with a bunch of people which are just more than strangers but less than friends. hostel to me was just plainly convenience. when people told me that TH ppl are friendly, i didnt really agree. like, if they were really nice, why am i in this shit now? i just wanna get out, unless some miracles happen that make me change my mind.
even now, i just wanna tell someone how much i detest my life now. there's no one. everyone i know are so happy abt hall. and me, i just wanna get out.
