finally got to watch 'the devil wears prada'
and stupid i have no idea why i chose the first row! sighhhs
well, this show is really nice, it is actually portraying many ppl's lives nowadays, mine inclusive i guess. how a girl would go just to get nearer to her dreams, making choices unknowingly, thinking that she is forced in every situation. maybe till a point when she realizes that she lost the impt things in her life, she will then, step out of the situation and look back. the old her may be just GONE.
i kind of see my present situation in the movie. how much i wanna participate in extra-curriculum activities. how much i wanna enrich my uni life. yet, i realized along the way i have neglected my old friends and yff. i kind of wanna get in to 27th MC, to organise stuffs for ppl. but i understand the commitment level is high and well, i may have to sacrifice studies and time with yff. but studying is supposed to be the most impt thing! and less time with yff, i wont know what'll happen but i pray nth bad.
and i'm not confident whether i can carry things out well enough.
yet on the other hand, i wanna get in for hall productions too. i love to see how successful a concert can be, the hard work put in...all worth!
well, everything's gonna be fine, i guess.