yunru just wrote me a testimonial!
yays. although the nj experience wasnt that enjoyable, but i'm glad i made really good friends there, whether it's in so5 or squash (ok, my group of friends there is really SMALL) i miss those days u sit there on the squash steps, talking nonsense when you should be training faithfully. the people who'll rant together with you, laugh at people with you, and do so many things with you. i wish all of them could just come to nus and haha, meet up again!
yesterday met up with my usual group of 4A friends. i realized i've been busy with uni i havent been meeting hannah for a month! or more than that. i felt quite guilty coz she's leaving soon and i didnt spend much time with her! boohoos. and god knows when she'll return again. with what kind of hairstyle. haha. i hate walking long distances. my energy level just falls. sianx.
say no to cartel. i'm really sick of cartel. let's go new york new york or some nicer places next time. NO MORE CARTEL.
and iris is thinking of going overseas too. :( more people leaving.
i'm standing at the crossroads again. i hate making decisions.
the fondest memory then is the worst nightmare now. wonder how true is that but i wish i could do sth to cheer you up. i cant be a good counsellor now coz i just dunno what to say, but i hope making you laugh and giggle and smile can cheer you up a little, and not be reminded of the painful past. we are all here for you, no matter what, whether you need a shoulder to cry on or a pat on ur back. these wounds take time to heal, and i guess the pain will soon fade away and i'll be able to see you smile again! smile as in a real genuine smile. hehehehe.