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Monday, October 16, 2006

i'm really trying my best to make ends meet.

yet i'm not understood.

maybe all that i've been yearning for is a fantasy, a dream, something that i would never be able to achieve.

tell me, is it time to reconsider again?
or should i just keep my faith and hope that things will change for the better, eventually?

or maybe all these things just cant co-exist together.

i hate making choices.

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thank goodness mummy called and talked crap for awhile. i'm so glad i'm going home this saturday and returning on wednesday morning, or tuesday nite. yayness.

i'm tired of this facade.
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