1 down, 4 more to go!
sobs.
was stoning after the paper ended, while waiting for them to take their own sweet time to count the scripts. all the memories of nj just came, the small clock, the stupid president scholars list, the portraits of **** ex principals. michael tay and his ugly army number 4. zenas and his medicated oil. and! especially huimin sitting behind/ in front of me. and the usual gang of people like huitian, zhihui, darell, minghui, houfei the noisy one. whoever sits next to you in exam hall now is not a friend, not even an acquaintance, just a random idiotic competitor. everyone in the exam hall looks so foreign. and fat lim who loves to stroll down the S05 row. the loud *bom bom bom* when people walk along the aisles to go to toilet. and of course, canteen. the only vivid memory i have of MPSH is the faithful day i came to matriculate and purchase the laptop. the stupid long wait. this is such an unpleasant memory.
oh well, before exams even ended, my mind is fully occupied with post-exam thoughts.
top on the list: i want to go overseas! bangkok, kl, anywhere cheap. getting my mum's permission may be hard. bleahs. but i want to go on a trip, really! who wants to join?
sep. i was still thinking on which sem to go. it may be impossible for next year sem 1 coz (you know all those shit), not sem 2 coz somebody's 21st and ahemmmmm. but if it drags to year 3 sem 1, then, nvm. but it all matters whether i will be getting a C this sem, which is, quite possible. and if i don't get one, the longer i drag, the higher the possibility of me attaining the C which will then, deprive me the chance to go for a looooooooong escape from singapore!
then my major! it's a dilemma between jap studies and psychology. psychology is seriously taxing but it seems more practical, but reading jap studies readings is super fun, like takauji. yups. hahaha.
and rah, proposals. camps. help-outs. but chalet!
and yes! shopping for christmas gifts!
and squashing, running, hockey and more exercises.
i wish i had 50 days in december.