there are many times i feel that i'm that useless, as a friend, as a gf, as a person.
i cant be there to comfort
i cant be there to settle matters
i cant even handle my own problems.
i wish someday peter pan could just bring me to neverland. and never return again.
thankyou to everyone who made my 19th birthday soooooo special! thanks alot! will write a special entry sooon, when there's time. there's so much things to do in this short period of time i just wish there's like 50hrs a day.
i managed to finish my jap studies, and not my psy. when i specially brought everything home to study. when there's like so little time to deadline. i'm so screwed.
i wish there was this someone who will listen to me rant. i cant seem to open up anymore.
or maybe i should be contented that you all are there to make me laugh (or smile) all the time.
