i wish i know how many people i've offended.
i know ive hurt people, done shitty things.
to strike a balance between_____ and _____ isnt so easy afterall.
there are times i realized there's no point trying so hard to consider for others, since all i'll get ultimately is disappointment. and no one will spare a thought for me anyway.
with efforts wasted, wont it be better if i just wander off alone, walk this path alone?
this world, no longer works on the basis of how sincere and true you are, but rather, how hypocritical you can get. after all these months, there's no one to turn to, coz even being ________ is a crime, a sin. issit the people, or issit just me?
i think it's me.
i'm that strange afterall.
if i were an outsider, i guess i'll rather ignore than show concern too, coz i'm just that ______ and _______.
i'm that ________, yet i've to ________. too jaded of all these.