maybe i expect too much. till now, i still behave like a kid, a pampered one. i understand that the world does not revolve around me, but maybe the mindset didnt manage to change. plus being stubborn, it's enough to drive others nuts. and there are times i wish i had MUCH HIGHER eq. i hate that instant change of expression when my mood changes.
i really wish i could really grow up, mentally. be more mature, more considerate and less anti-social. maybe i shouldnt blame my parents to treat me like a kid coz i really behave like one.
i blame the rain (or even earthquake) for all these negative emotions. (even i know it isnt)
