so late in the night, when i'm supposed to finish my arts camp proposal, camy and i ended up reading our old entires, like those in sec 4. haha.
as i was reading mine, i totally admired my courage. to type names of whoever i wanna bitch. unlike now, whereby i'll just cowardly put ahemmms. it was totally frank and blunt in the past. things like i feel that me and so and so are drifting apart. and worse, kept bitching about the "the two loving souls" when he reads the blog. ahemmms are totally wrong terms to use because when i read archives now, i have no idea which ahem was i referring to. oh well...
you'll realize that you've grown over the years, no longer doing lame things like noticing this guy in your class and tail him or whatsoever. yet more politics have come into your life, things that restrict your freedom of speech, things that may hurt others, things that you would not like others to know. a blog no longer serves as an online diary. it's like a space for you to type politically right stuffs.
that's how sad life has been.
back to proposal. yawnssss.