there are times i hate talking to people online, especially when i know what shitty things they have done. i cant force myself to be friendly and chat as if nth happens. and i dont really like to share my personal things with people i'm not familiar with and worse, i've got bad impressions of. and my 'haha' is just meant to be courteous, that's all.
i wish impressions didnt play such an important part.
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i'm freaking broke again. account hits new low. i really wonder where all the money has gone.
the rain is making christmas much more depressing. bleahsssss. if only the rain was snow, and the weather was cold.
not much better from last year.
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and i'm having indigestion due to the mixed veg rice i had for lunch. puiiissss.
