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Friday, January 05, 2007


how many white lies do we have to listen (or say)?
so pleasant to the ears, yet so painful when you know the truth.
actually there's this big gap between a friend and a special someone.
friends are people you rather tell the truth to.
so strange.

so many questions that cannot be answered.

i didnt know it'll hit me that hard.
so much tears flowed, but what can i do?

all i want is to wander off anywhere...alone.

isnt it supposed to be a happy, joyous thing? why do i feel so upset, so pressurized?
is it a sign? or is it just part of the journey?

or perhaps, i'm not appreciative enough.