i'm super confused now.
when love comes in, friendships seem so hard to maintain.
i dont wish to probe further, because i dont know how the other person thinks.
sometimes, i feel that there's this lack of trust. or maybe i think too much.
someone whom i regard as a good/best friend did not confide in me afterall.
i know it's totally a chilidish thought, but somehow i just feel that way.
i wish there was this person who will listen to me, and understand my situation. not laughing at me all the time, and treating me as a laughing stock.
i think i get too sensitive now and i dunno what to do with it.
this is not the way i should live.
i want to get out of this situation, but somehow i'm just stuck.
everyday, i think people just dont like me. seniors etc. i think they feel that i'm incapable.
and when i see others' nicks, i feel that i'm the cause of all that.
shruggs.
i dont wish to cry, coz crying will just make me another laughing stock. i feel like telling this to somebody, but maybe they'll just see that i'm so unable to take jokes.
who's the person i should tell all these to?