i hate having to decide between responsibility and the degree of willingness.
i realize all the things that have happened have driven my passion level to 0.
enough said.
i see april coming. yays.
sidenote: i hate insurance people. i hate the way they use scheming methods just to make me answer their freaking phone call and meet them for retarded things that i'm totally not interested.
i really need family time.
and time to study.
i'm no genius. neither am i a superwoman.
i know it's selfishness on my part.
but i really need these.
