i was hoping for a miracle, that i possess some kind of quality. that i would be closer to my friends (and some other people), and at least allow myself to open up. i dont think i'm the sort of person that wants everyone around me to think that everything is going well for me. but neither am i the sort that would share the problems i have. tell me this is part of growing up, and this feeling will come to an end, soon. this confusion, dilemma.
till now, i dont even know where i really belong to.
i dont know what kind of impression to i give to others. aloof? unapproachable? or just no impression.
oh well. i wish i was a smarter girl. sweeping statement, but i guess, smart girls need not brood over such issues that seem unnecessary to them . and they have no worries over academic issues. ahh.
